misgivings  

finelady4_44 56F
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3/14/2005 4:37 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

misgivings

I hate when I start to second guess my decisions! I discussed with a male friend the eruption and then reunion with current love interest. He feels I downplayed the violent outburst I was subject to, and that more involvement with him could bring me physical harm. I have always been a tenderheart, to my own chagrin, and I cant help but wonder now, it the waterfall of tears for my benefit, wasnt intended to do exactly what it did. I felt sorry for him, and forgave him, amazed he would spill all these tears over me. I mean I would appear inhuman to let someone cry like that and just walk away! Yes, the physical attraction is soooo strong, the passion, yet to be consummated entirely is alluring, but face facts, girl, you have only known him 3 weeks and he is talking the "L" word! And heres a man, late forties, only married for 3 short years in his adult life... things that make you go hmmmmmm.
I think I should explore some of the AdultFriendFinder mail I get. Oh sure, I get the standard mail of men looking to get laid tonight, but sometimes I get these intriguing notes from men who understand and need more then a physical connection, just like me. I think I will look into these options. Surely I can find a lover who is passionate, romantic AND emotionally stable!


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