The birthday blues...  

finelady4_44 56F
421 posts
7/10/2005 8:28 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The birthday blues...

My 45th birthday is looming, and as I reflect on year 44, I have much to celebrate...A new job I love, watching it flourish, enjoying growth and success, watching my 3 grown sons mature, and make decisions to improve their lives... a place to call home that is my place of comfort and rest...good friends, great times of laughter and joy.
However, no matter how tough I wish I was, I am a tenderheart, and the last year has had deep heartaches that brought such tears and sorrow, and confusion and pain.
I think in order to make year 45 a better year, Im simply going enjoy this next year more as an observer here on AdultFriendFinder, with ocassional blogs.

My epiphany today is.... I wont find the man I seek on this site, its the wrong venue. Im too much of a romantic. I will still enjoy this site as a place to let out my sensuality, to read, to laugh, to sympathize, to share, but after 2 years of "interesting" dates, some good, some horrid, some just plain assholes, Im not finding a kindred romantic.

So, I will wish success to all, it may be simpler for some of you then for me to find what you need here.

As for me, as I blow out the candles, I will start a new year off by not repeating mistakes from the past, hopefully, and continuing to grow and learn...

keithcancook 60M
17718 posts
7/11/2005 6:55 am

I seem to be using the blogs in much the same way.
Happy Birthday when it gets here and good luck on reaching 46.

Masseur_0 41M

7/14/2005 5:33 pm

Hey Ms. Lady, new to your blogs...don't hate me for the things I've said in the past. Happy 45th. Yer probably right about not finding "romance" in here. To much genetalia floating around. I sometimes think a lot of people post lurid and racy photos and posts just as a way of fitting in. Nice to see someone braking from the pack. Good luck to you.

bbw33sable 46F

7/17/2005 6:50 pm

AMEN SISTER.. i just turned 35 on the 9th..and it was an eye-opening experience...i have some new rules i'm going by...feel free to check out my blog..i think we share the same on sista

FoldsCageyYukon 82M
5 posts
7/19/2005 9:53 pm

Happy Birthday Lady and may 46 be even happier

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