Honesty is the best policy.  

filaan 45M
33 posts
3/2/2006 10:21 am

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7/17/2006 5:41 am

Honesty is the best policy.


Well as u can see ( and probably guess ) my divine creature, my blueprint of the prefect women, has flown to the hills. I was open i was honest and be far as dumb as a box of rocks. One would think after 34 yrs i would finally understand if u want somthing treat it like shit, it stays around longer. When you are open and honest and caring. they run cause they cant accept that someone might just actualy give a flying fuck. Who am i fooling, i cant treat anyone like shit. I wouldnt want to be treated that way. I was always told * do on to others as you would have done on to you*. I have a life time worth of contradictions to this saying.. but i still adhear to it faithfully. It will pay off one day. Or it wont and i still wont learn shit. I can only be who i am .. and ill be damn if i change for anyone. take me as i am .. A caring, honest ( to a fucking fault ) hard working, good looking guy.. If you cant accept that above alll else.. then search elsewhere..lies, deciet, GAMES, and straight out BS are for others. not this guy. so if you truely looking looking for the *good guy* here i am.

filaan 45M

3/4/2006 7:46 am

Thank you kate. the ending there was very prettily put. I do believe, and i still hope. There is only so many words the express oneself. There is more ways to show. When u are dealing from a distance, and over typed words tho, a phone call or 2. There really comes a time when u have to just let things lie and take thier course. Just cause i wont send an email or IM or make phone call, doesnt mean i am not thinking of her. If/When she decides and sees that her feelings truely are as they appear, and believes mine are sincere she will find me. IF not then i still walk away a richer man for the love i bear for her.

As to treating people, that just wont change i treat them as i wish to be treated. i try to respect all people and thier opions.


newfornow22 33F

3/6/2006 11:53 pm

A girl has family, computer and ex related problems as well as vacating her place to live due to remodelling and suddenly ive run for the hills...


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