Why I am here...  

fieldsofdaisy 41F
1343 posts
4/23/2006 7:45 pm

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Why I am here...

No, this isn’t going to be a drawn out existential discussion!

I just thought, that after my last post (which I’ve been “this” close to pulling all afternoon), some of you are probably wondering what in the hell I’m doing here.

I’ll do my best to fill you in, all attempts (as feeble as they might be) at literary eloquence aside.

First, I am not new to blogging in general. I have other, family-friendly blogs out there in the great blogosphere that is the internet. However, I have made the mistake of giving the address to my mom (Egad!), as well as other family members (Double Egad!), which, unfortunately, limits my content. It takes something away from the process having to censor yourself. I also appreciate the fact that there is the 18 and over requirement for this site. I would hate to put something up that would get stumbled upon by those that shouldn’t be stumbling.

Second, I have been trying to process a ‘situation’ lately. There are a couple very handsome gentleman in my workplace who have been hitting quite heavily on me as of late. Actually, one of them has been coming around for the last several years, the other more recently. They have been quite persistent in their requests for a clandestine meeting in some unoccupied office space in our building. No. I have not complied with the requests. However, there is a part of me that thinks about it. Definitely fantasizes about it. (how yummy would that be??) The farthest I’ve gone with this situation has been exchanging suggestive e-mails. But, this has heightened my sense of sexual awareness, as well as my desires.

Couple the above with the fact that I am now done having children, having been pregnant or nursing for the last 3.5 years or so. (I had my two pretty close together.) I have recently weaned my youngest, thus getting my body and my libido back. I have lost almost all the baby weight, thus getting my self-esteem back. In general, I am feeling more like myself, more womanly, and a hell of a lot sexier. Add in the advances from my co-workers, and you have a seriously amped sex drive, but with a husband that works long and odd hours. To pass the time, and attempt to ease the situation a bit, I’ve take to writing ‘stories’.

Now, you can see how posting about the sexy co-workers and my explicit stories in my ‘family’ blog would just not be the most intelligent decision, yes? And, while I do enjoy sending my ‘stories’ to my girlfriends to give to their husbands, it just isn’t the same as sharing them with a more appreciative audience…

All that said, I am still unsure of even posting certain things here… especially after reading some of the wonderful blogs kept by others on this site. It can be a bit intimidating! Plus, my comfort level here is still wavering, so if I up and drop out of AdultFriendFinder completely one of these days, you’ll know why.

So. I’m still testing the waters around here. I’m enjoying it quite a bit so far. If you have e-mailed me, and I don’t respond, please don’t take it personally…

I hope I’ve offered a bit of insight. Sorry this is so long!!!!

Jeepidiot 42M

4/23/2006 8:37 pm

Can tell by your writing ability that blogging isn't something new to you.

jd29992z 54M
3888 posts
4/24/2006 7:00 pm

This is a great site it is sensual, sexy and fun. Let you mind go that is the best part. Well hope you stay and keep bloging see you JD

rm_skenbones33 44M
30 posts
4/30/2006 5:49 pm

Do you like Pinky and the Brain? Just wondering from the "Egad" thing...

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