Biting the bullet!  

fancy_for_you 39F
3003 posts
6/14/2006 8:13 pm

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6/15/2006 3:48 am

Biting the bullet!


Oh wow, I was so upset because I just wasn't getting contacted by anyone local on here. Well now that is not a problem. Infact the problem is that the interested people are a little to local.....lol.

See I live in a town that even though it says online there are about 500 people in it there's more like 300 or less. And in this town if you don't follow the status quo you are deemed a bad seed. Well lets just say I have seem more than one lady have their reputation ruint just by someone saying hey did you hear.....even as a joke. I know what would happen if it got what my name was and that I was on a "Sex" site. Just the thought of how I would be treated makes me ill. Heck my own family would probably try to have me committed to a asylum. I mean if I invited someone from this site to come to my house the whole town would know a strange car was in town and at my house within 5 minutes and then my mother would be calling saying who is at your house. I once had a "friend" that my parents knew at my house and I was the talk of the town for a good 4 months. So now ya know why I would hesitate to meet anyone from the site that was from around here.

Well, I had gotten this email a couple weeks ago from a man who lives over an hour away....and I thought cool that's close enough but yet far enough away. So I replied. He sent me his ID for mail.....I instantly was like omg I think I know this person. I gave him the benifit of the doubt though and continued sending messages. And I finally asked him some questions about himself that would let me know if he was who I thought he was. Guess what....yes he is the guy I thought he was. Now I swore to him I wouldn't tell his name so I won't. I will however tell you all my delima. This man is the same age as my brother, infact now that I am sure who he is I know he graduated high school with my brother. This man comes to my town once a week and has said he'd like to meet. He is very good looking so that isn't what is holding me back. Infact I remember that back when he & my brother knew each other I thought he was cute then.....granted he was 18 and I was 12...but still he was cute then and is good looking now.

Now what is holding me back is the fear of him telling someone who I am. I am so worried about it that when I bit the bullet and sent him a message telling him who I was I instantly got heartburn and began to sweat. So yes I went ahead and decided to trust him....which is a big thing to me....it's hard for me to trust any man with any info about me let alone one who could literally destroy me in my town. It took me over 24 hours from when he asked who I was since I knew who he was to send my info.....and finally I said well if he tells on me he will be telling on himself.

Now don't get me wrong I am not ashamed of being on this site...just know what would happen if people I see daily knew. It wouldn't be pretty. It would be almost a remake of The Scarlet Letter....I swear this town is soooooooooo not accepting of peoples ways of life. They would rather condem then accept.

Ok so what do you all think? Would you have sent your info to the person? Have you ever been in this situation? What would you have done?

A very very nervous,

Fuzzy

~~Fuzzy~~


ohcurious14 59M
1683 posts
6/14/2006 9:49 pm

LMAO not at you but with you. When you live in a small town you can't even go to the store and buy toilet paper without being scrutinized.I see no harm in meeting, it's just what you do past the meeting that you obviously need to be careful with.I hope your meeting goes well.


Da_Lone_Elf 50M

6/14/2006 11:35 pm

I think on this, Fuzzy, I must agree with OhC. Once in a while we just have to trust someone. I really hope this works out great for you.

*Hugs*
Da Elf


fancy_for_you 39F
3014 posts
6/15/2006 3:48 am

OK guys, thanks for your opinions. I must say while he hasn't said he is keeping my real name a secret yet he has said he can't believe I am his old class mates little sister. Said he would have never guessed that. lol. Hey at least when he said it I got a laugh outta it. Then he asked about my picture here on AdultFriendFinder. Hummmmmmm maybe that was his was of saying I won't tell if you don't. Anyways, when I know something I'll let ya know.

Fuzzy

~~Fuzzy~~


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