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Good morning all, I have returned from my trip, safe sound, and glad its over!!! It was actually wierd to sit there with him after the last few months of just listning to him scream over the phone... We talked about the fact that he wants me to come back... I just cant bring myself to do that, even though he has moved into a really nice house, one that I would have loved to have been able to share with him, but I guess that just isnt ment to be. He told he he was sorry for all that he put me through, and that deep down inside himself, he really did care about me.. ( NOW he wants to tell me this?) I told him that maybe somewhere down the line, I MIGHT consider this if I see that hes changing... But not to hold his breath on the idea...
I am so glad to be HOME, in my own space, where I belong There was no yelling screaming or throwing things this weekend.. AND I got to visit my friend and see the new baby.. He's a doll, but I also told her I would come back to see her when I could... I guess sometimes its just better to cut your ties with some and keep your ties with others... Have a Great Day All