redemption  

evilgothgirl 51F
326 posts
1/16/2006 10:31 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

redemption


I once was happy...
just to see your face.
I once found comfort...
in your warm embrace.

You seemed so perfect...
like you could never do me wrong
You were just so sweet...
everything I had looked for, for so long.

You treated me like a princess...
as if I was all you needed
Nothing more
or nothing less.

You had a reputation...
but that I saw through
I knew everyone makes mistakes...
and I put all my trust in you.

I fell for you hard...
I fell madly in love...
You were all I ever dream of...
Like an angel from above,

My family loved you...
now that was a surprise
They never really liked
any of the other guys.

My friends told me stuff about you...
but I never believed it was true.
when it came down to it...
I always chose you.

I gave you everything...
and I would have given you more.
but suddenly my perfect world...
came crashing to the floor.

the one thing that would hurt me most...
you seemed to do and left me wanting to die.
you played me like some toy...
and then left me to cry.

I never would have guessed...
you could be so cruel.
but then I never would have guessed...
I was such a fool.

my friends tried to tell me...
but at the time I couldn't see.
Other things were more important...
The none of them were me.

I gave you my heart...
and now you hold the key.
I guess that's just how
it's always gonna be.

the memories of us...
I never will forget.
All the time I spent with you...
I never will regret.

even after all you put me through...
I wanted to give you
just one more chance.
because I loved you.

I'd have probably just get hurt again...
and again go through this heart ache.
but that's a chance
I was willing to take

all I wanted was for you...
to love me and be true...
To love me unconditionally...
the way that I did you.

And now everything is changing.
Are things ever gonna be right?
I'm loving someone else now...
And you're slowly winning your fight.

You will never know how proud I am..
To see you standing there...
To know that you tried so fucking hard...
To always show you care...

I never really saw it...
The way you wanted it to be...
I never really understood..
How much you cared for me.

When I saw you today...
Something inside of me changed...
Once again I'm so confused...
My thoughts have rearranged.

I have so much hate inside me...
And so many things you'll never understand...
I just hope you can forgive me...
For not being there when you need a hand.

I hope that your' broken heart can mend...
But one thing I can promise you...
You will always have me
But only as a friend...

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