lost in need  

evilgothgirl 51F
326 posts
6/3/2006 6:42 pm

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6/6/2006 9:16 am

lost in need

Lost in a circle
I can see no end
An incessant cycle
That I'm stuck in again
Confined to my mind
And I silently scream
Painful thoughts that never cease
And I pray it’s a dream
I see on the outside
The smiles and light
But I'm here on the inside
With tears and eternal night
Stuck with this life
And I have no control
I feel, yet I don’t
I live with no soul
I hear, but not what you say
I choose, but have no choice
I defy, against my will
I speak, but it’s not my voice
My voice has been hidden
My voice is locked away
I try and speak and scream the truth
But you can't hear what I need to say
I need to say I'm hurting
I need to be set free
I need to ask for help
I need to be me
I need to feel
I need to choose
I need to laugh
I need to fight and not to lose
I need to uncover who I am
I need to show you how I feel
I need to live and I need to hope
I need this not to be real.


rm_agathon12 46M
1311 posts
6/5/2006 8:36 pm

I took each word she said as gospel truth the way a silly little child would.
I can't excuse it on the grounds of youth, I was no babe in the wild, wild wood.
She didn't mean it, I should have seen it, but now it's too late.

I thought I'd found the girl of my dreams, now it seems, this is how the story ends:
She's gonna turn me down and say, "Can't we be friends?"
I thought for once it couldn't go wrong, not for long, I can see the way this ends:
She's gonna turn me down and say, "Can't we be friends?"
Why should I care though she gave me the air,
Why should I cry, heave a sigh, and wonder why, and wonder why?
I thought I found the gal I could trust, watta bust, this is how the story ends:
She's gonna turn me down and say, "Can't we be friends?"
--Paul James and Kay Swift


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