~Unmeaning(ful) Love~  

evilgothgirl 51F
326 posts
3/29/2006 3:42 pm

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4/10/2006 6:13 pm

~Unmeaning(ful) Love~

~Unmeaning(ful) Love~

I loved you with all that I had; with all I could give.
I tried my hardest; I tried my best
without you now I cannot live.
My heart is dead it’s been laid to rest

Now I sit in this corner by myself,
my tarnished blade is my release.
Spills my love for you on the ground; Puts my pain on a shelf.
It is the only way for my love to cease.

All I see is red, but it is now becoming black.
I am losing consciousness; the darkness is becoming blinding.
I realize now that I cannot turn back.
I just want to forget our previous binding.

Memories now flood my mind.
So many images, it’s getting hard to see.
These are the memories I wish to leave behind.
The last one I remember is when you said you loved me.


Jeepidiot 42M

3/29/2006 4:24 pm

Nice work


Dark_Cat_MCMLXXV 41M
290 posts
3/29/2006 4:33 pm

I love when people show their feelings! Very nice! Keep on going for a better world!


evilgothgirl replies on 3/29/2006 5:06 pm:
Thanks doll....

I usually get a lot of shit because most of my writing is dark and morbid...well...so am I..

Hence the Evil Goth Girl...Duh!

Your kind words are a blessing!!!

Smooch!

ABBSpnshLdy 50F

3/29/2006 4:46 pm

I hope this helps,from one who's heart has been broken just like yours....Teresa'

My heart is too eager
Too soft
Perhaps I give too much
Of myself
Perhaps I don't ask for
Enough in return.
My eyes see only the best
When looking at my love.
My trust is given freely.
My love flows easily
And unbidden.
In this giving of myself there is
Deep pain.
An aching sense of loss
That has no words.
No amount of tears can
Quench the thirst for answers,
And yet no answers come.
The pain lives just below the surface
Of my smile.
In an unguarded moment
It breaks across me
And my soul cracks
And bleeds.
It is almost unbearable.
Almost.
But if I live with a guarded heart
(as my friends advise)
What will I know of love?
Will it not be
A shadow of it's potential?
Will I be able to taste the
Sweetness of it's' fruit,
As well as its' bitterness
When it is not yet ripe?
Is a love that is filtered through
Judgment and fear
Worth having?
I think not.
Love that that is not freely given
That is placed with another
Only when the rules
For its' keeping have been issued,
Is pallid
Thin
And hollow.
No.
I will take the hurt
With the happiness.
I will wallow in my pain
Until it is,
In its own way,
A pleasure unto itself.
I will swallow hard
And dig deep.
I will not let my memories,
So precious too me,
Be buried by bitterness
And regret.
I will frame them
With fondness
And learning.
I will tend my own heart
With kindness.
I will kiss your cheek
In my dreams
And wish you well.
I will pause to
Breathe.
I will lift my face to the sun,
And I will love again.
With the fullness of
Heart that Spirit
Has endowed me,
I will love again.


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