Crunch time - Life changing events.  

eveready06 42M
1058 posts
7/9/2006 3:16 pm

Last Read:
7/15/2006 3:41 pm

Crunch time - Life changing events.

Those of you who are regular visitors to my blog, first of all I'd like to thank you and hope that you keep coming back! You'll have noticed possibly that my life's been in a bit of turmoil lately, well its getting to the thin end of the wedge where my life as I know it could be about to change unrecognisably. In short its getting nearer and nearer to crunch time and quite frankly I'm scared!!! I'm also a bit excited! At the end of the day if things go the way I think their going then I'm getting exactly what I want, but at the same time its a scary step to take! Hmmmm is that a natural feeling? I dont know, but I do know what I want and I know everything will work out for the best in the end. I'll keep you posted! x


Deeelishious 52M/52F

7/9/2006 8:40 pm

Oh I say sounds very serious honey & deep despite, my forceful ways hon i think the world of k shes a special person & although i seriously want to fuck you i would nt step on toes its purely me flirting i tend to take it a little too far i agree & have probably got her back up & rightfully so Im a total whore sometimes but thats 1 person id not hurt intentionally as bitteness is not something she doesnt yet possess which is clear with how shes dealt with major shit in life lately id hate to be the cause of her becoming that way it would ruin her & me seeing it. I really hope you find that happiness hon i say that in all sincerity & im pretty sure you will with her definately something rare & precious you;ll not get again so tread carefully dont lose out on that special one chance gosh im being increibly deep & nice arent i do it & live to be happy allthe best love to u both xjen & gaz x now back to mrs Nasty now about that fuck lol????


eveready06 42M

7/10/2006 9:46 am

    Quoting Deeelishious:
    Oh I say sounds very serious honey & deep despite, my forceful ways hon i think the world of k shes a special person & although i seriously want to fuck you i would nt step on toes its purely me flirting i tend to take it a little too far i agree & have probably got her back up & rightfully so Im a total whore sometimes but thats 1 person id not hurt intentionally as bitteness is not something she doesnt yet possess which is clear with how shes dealt with major shit in life lately id hate to be the cause of her becoming that way it would ruin her & me seeing it. I really hope you find that happiness hon i say that in all sincerity & im pretty sure you will with her definately something rare & precious you;ll not get again so tread carefully dont lose out on that special one chance gosh im being increibly deep & nice arent i do it & live to be happy allthe best love to u both xjen & gaz x now back to mrs Nasty now about that fuck lol????
Woahhhh! lol, hold up, its nothing to do with any of that hunny, seriously, you can stop with the guilt trip! Its a long standing thing thats coming to its natural conclusion, its just a bit scary! But nothing to do with anything said or done on here, so cool ya jets hunny, and dont you dare stop talking dirty to me you hear??!


eveready06 42M

7/10/2006 9:48 am

    Quoting amberabercrombie:
    Want to do whatever you want with me for a day..? Want a slave..All you have to do is jump on the bandwagon and let me know you voted for me! Tsk the title of this should have been wronged!? xoxoxo!? xoxoxo!..Im counting on you !..Hey give me some credit here I have a long night of spamming blogs ahead of me !

    Im sorry im fudging shameless tonight!
Thanks for stopping by hun, ok you can have my vote seeing as you made the effort lol! So long as you promise to pop back soon to brighten up my pages!


Deeelishious 52M/52F

7/10/2006 12:34 pm

    Quoting eveready06:
    Woahhhh! lol, hold up, its nothing to do with any of that hunny, seriously, you can stop with the guilt trip! Its a long standing thing thats coming to its natural conclusion, its just a bit scary! But nothing to do with anything said or done on here, so cool ya jets hunny, and dont you dare stop talking dirty to me you hear??!
I know your troubles are not caused by me i was merely pointing out that i may not be helping by my recent actions ie k has a lot going on & sometimes silly stuff you'd normally laugh off like flirting on here & so on can really get to a person in times of stress thats what i was trying relay, i know im ruthless sometimes darling lol but have never managed to have that bigger impact on someones entire life via the internet well not yet anyway lol he he id be an evil genius if i manage that right? xjen


eveready06 42M

7/10/2006 1:20 pm

    Quoting Deeelishious:
    I know your troubles are not caused by me i was merely pointing out that i may not be helping by my recent actions ie k has a lot going on & sometimes silly stuff you'd normally laugh off like flirting on here & so on can really get to a person in times of stress thats what i was trying relay, i know im ruthless sometimes darling lol but have never managed to have that bigger impact on someones entire life via the internet well not yet anyway lol he he id be an evil genius if i manage that right? xjen
Evil genius (a very sexy one mind, not like a Dr Evil lol!) sounds about right lmao! (cue maniacal laughter here). Seriously hun, its not an issue as far as I'm aware and if it was I know she'd tell me and I'd never darken AdultFriendFinder's doors again lol! If anything its a welcome distraction from the bigger issues going on! So y'all come back now ya hear!


pretty_blue_eyes 38F
2091 posts
7/10/2006 5:47 pm

I'm not quite sure what is going on in your life, but if you want to talk, I'm here. I think when there is any big change in a person's life it is scary. Its the thought of the unknown, what will happen if you proceed. Especially if you are the type of person who has always "known" which path to follow, a moment comes up where you have to choose which way, and if you are unsure, its got to be scary. Its a loss of control. *hugs* Good luck, I wish you the best and hope to hear from you soon.

I'm going to cry, you don't want me to talk dirty to you! *sniffs*


rm_xxSpecialKxx 46F
1614 posts
7/10/2006 8:34 pm

Darling xxx
You knew it was going to be hard you have big history of course it will be at 1st,but it gets easier each day hun you know too well im living proof & all the odds were stacked against me lol & thats an under statement, you will get through this baby x
you also know you that the major decisions your making are 1s that yes will change your life considerably but only for the better, Youve been un content for a considerable length of time and now your so near to the happy you youve wanted for so long now!! we have to experience the lows baby to fully understand value appreciate,the highs. You will very soon be through the worst darling & look back at this time with no regret because its the right thing to do all round you know that in your heart will just take time to sink in. And the fears you have of stepping into the unknown breaking away from your safe zone are only natural baby these fears are 1s we all face in our lives at some point but they will gradually fade i promise you x
So darling be patient & strong you will come out the other end and in 1 piece & darling i just want to say i'll be here with you all the way no matter how bad it gets im right beside you but you know that already x u baby always big hugs xxk


buddhamike 106M
7006 posts
7/13/2006 8:46 am

***hugs*** cause special K asked!!


eveready06 42M

7/13/2006 9:55 am

    Quoting rm_Lucifer_65:
    Here to give a guy hug in a friendly type way cause K asked, n as she`s a pal, and despite the abuse she gives me i like to help out my pals.

    Keep ya head up Ever mate, it`ll all work out good in the end


Aww thanks lucifer. She's a star isn't she! You never know I might make it to one of those meets one day and can thank you in person. lol! Don't worry I strictly come in through the front door!


Deeelishious 52M/52F

7/13/2006 12:15 pm

HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

SpecialK sent us toooo xxxjen&gaz


ShooooM 43M
340 posts
7/13/2006 12:41 pm

Easy Geez <-hug for you there mate! chin up if you got a friend like K then life aint that bad mate she'll look after you she's an angel heaven sent, hope things pick up for you soon mate best of luck cheers shooom

Obvioulsy Special k sent me


eveready06 42M

7/13/2006 3:06 pm

    Quoting buddhamike:
    ***hugs*** cause special K asked!!
Cheers Mike, I'm getting there slowly!


eveready06 42M

7/13/2006 3:57 pm

    Quoting Deeelishious:
    HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

    SpecialK sent us toooo xxxjen&gaz
Hiya you two sexy people you. Thanks for that I'm feeling perkier already lol! x


eveready06 42M

7/13/2006 3:59 pm

    Quoting ShooooM:
    Easy Geez <-hug for you there mate! chin up if you got a friend like K then life aint that bad mate she'll look after you she's an angel heaven sent, hope things pick up for you soon mate best of luck cheers shooom

    Obvioulsy Special k sent me
I know mate she's a diamond seriously. She's keeping me busy though with all these replies lol! Thanks for posting anyway mate!


rm_xxSpecialKxx 46F
1614 posts
7/13/2006 4:25 pm

Hugs Kisses kisses hugs sucks slurps hugs lapppsssss mmmm hugs n kisses Babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy xxxxxk


eveready06 42M

7/13/2006 4:47 pm

    Quoting rm_xxSpecialKxx:
    Hugs Kisses kisses hugs sucks slurps hugs lapppsssss mmmm hugs n kisses Babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy xxxxxk
Babyyyyyyyyyyy! You fuckin gorgeous thing you! I love you baby! Now come here while I give your fangita a good licking!


rm_xxSpecialKxx 46F
1614 posts
7/14/2006 1:18 am

oooooooh ok im there baby im thereeeeeeeee ace rimmer saves the dayyyyyyyyyyyy mwah love u too baby xxxx k


rm_xxSpecialKxx 46F
1614 posts
7/15/2006 3:22 am

lol ok at any point did the kylie t shirt and shirley bassey cd come in im confused here why all the macho im not gay stuff boys ??????? pmsl where did all that come from i think your getting your tutus in a twisttttttttt he he ????tafita its a reallllllllllll bummerrrr to iron


rm_xxSpecialKxx 46F
1614 posts
7/15/2006 3:26 am

lol ok at any point did the kylie t shirt and shirley bassey cd come in im confused here why all the macho im not gay stuff boys ??????? pmsl where did all that come from i think your getting your tutus in a twisttttttttt he he ???? Tafita its a reallllllllllll BUMMER to IRON ORFFFFF you know


Become a member to create a blog