The end of my virtual being  

eternal1969 47M
838 posts
7/31/2005 2:14 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The end of my virtual being

Logged on to AdultFriendFinder today and the system prompted me that my subscription ends on 11 Aug 05.

Strangely, it caused a ripple of uncertainty in me. The kind of feeling you experience on hitting a crossroad when you are driving aimlessly and without a destination. Either way is alright yet not right. But each direction means a different way of life.

I evaluated my purpose here.

Was I here for sex?... yes maybe but its not the essential element and anyway I havent been that successful getting any through this site.

Was it out of curiousity to try to uncover my local swinging community? Yes Yes definitely but I think hitting the clubs and the bars will be more effecive.

But I guess the main reason I am here is to know more interesting people, whether physically or virtually. In this aspect, I must admit that this objective was fairly met.

Funny thing is that these days, i spend 3 mins looking at profiles and the rest of the time reading/ writing blogs. Hmmmm ... makes me wonder why I'm not just indulging in normal blogs instead.

Its late in the afternoon, the suns getting in my face and I'm rambling again and the Z monster is closing in on me. Enough said, maybe I'll think about it in my sleep.

PS. Actually began the afternoon horny and wanted to pen my sexual urge in a poem but had a shower before I sat in front of the computer and in the course of it DIY-ed in the bathroom. Lost all inspiration together with my semen when it flowed down the drain gully

__Huntress__ 55M/57F

7/31/2005 6:05 am

Now ... what exactly would I need to do to entice you to stay ?

eternal1969 47M
1634 posts
7/31/2005 10:36 am

Well my dear, so far it has been your postings that have drawn me back everyday so as to relish in your literary delicacies
But its addictive and sometimes I wonder why I'm making love with my computer when I should be feeling the human touch

rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
8/3/2005 1:54 am

please stay!! just starting to get into you stuff, and there's been enough departures already...!

[blog freelove999]

eternal1969 47M
1634 posts
8/3/2005 9:53 am

Free - Its addictive and I am seriously thinking whether I can just walk away and sit in front of a TV instead of a computer again.

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