This One  

eriedragon4 57M
2737 posts
5/9/2006 7:57 am

Last Read:
5/27/2006 10:18 pm

This One

"This one,"
she thinks
as she lights a cigarette,
"this one
will be the one."

Exhaling the first drag,
she looks down
at the rumpled sheets
she sits upon,
gazing at the spot
of his and her wetness,
mingled, mixed, left there,
a sexual souvenir.
"This one,"
she thinks,
"this one will be the one
who loves the gift
I have given him."

she must admit,
had been pretty good;
gentle, unlike some others,
using soft gestures
and whispered words
to indicate his desires.
She had taken his all
and given him everything.
She touched a spot on her face
without thinking
as she reminisced;
that was where he'd come,
the first time.
The second time had been,
it was a place
that his wife didn't let him go,
she was sure of that.
She smiles around her cigarette
at the thought.
"This one,"
she says to herself,
"this one will be the one
who loves the gift
I have given him,
and will come back."

her thinks,
"that one was fuckin' awesome."
His mind whirls
at the thought of the things
she'd let him do. . .
and that she did for him.
"I wish Marcy was like that,"
he thinks,
"I'll be jacking off to that one
for at least two weeks."
Four hours ago,
he hadn't known her name
or that she existed,
she was just some bar chick,
and he'd just spent ninety minutes
fucking the hell out of her.
"Can't do that again, though,"
he thinks as he drives away,
"too much to lose
if there's a divorce. . .
but goddamn,
that one was good. . ."

Her cigarette almost gone,
she watches from her window
as he drives away.
"This one,"
she thinks,
"this one will be the one
who loves the gift
I have given him,
the use of my body,
and will come back
and hug me
and love me
and tell me
he can't live without me. . ."
She sighs,
that dream breaking apart
like her cigarette
as she stubs it out,
and goes to bed,
whispering to herself,
hoping against hope,
as she falls asleep:
"This one. . ."


5/23/2006 8:43 am

This made me cry..your writing is amazing

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat

Christabel168 44F

5/17/2006 10:33 am

oooo... you are good.. I'll be back

MysteryDreamer 57F

5/17/2006 6:26 am

Dang, this one has touched my heart hon. I just made a new post five minutes ago, about what I think we are all looking for. It is not the gift she gives to him, for he also gives a gift!! So as he is driving away thinking of a divorce, and too much to lose, he is the one who loses in the end. He will never find his true mate, he will never be truly happy, because he let "this one" slip by due to material things.
I love reading your posts hon. You are truly an amazing man.


5/12/2006 12:29 pm

You I have to agree I felt as thought this was words from a woman
Total amazing you captured that hopefulness that so many including myself have felt being in that type of situation

LadytoPleaseYou 64F
5447 posts
5/10/2006 3:59 am

I would almost think that you were a woman while reading that. It mirrors the thoughts and emotions of so many women who men have used.
My self included.

PENIS CHARMING....where are you?

moonfire2u 69F
2602 posts
5/10/2006 3:43 am

dragon, I felt the loneliness and sadness...that is what I love about your always draw me in and make me feel it...a true talent...

kind thoughts,

rm_goddess1946 105F
13518 posts
5/9/2006 9:03 pm

I have said this over and over and I will say it again...
I love your work. It is as simple as that

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...

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