Standing a( the crossroads  

endowed4uandu 54M
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4/24/2006 10:19 am
Standing a( the crossroads

I need to have sex in my life but that's not happening at home. I used to have all I wanted but the past two years I'm lucky to get it one a month. Even then its not all that passionate.

We had a big fight about it this weekend and I told her if we couldn't change things at home, I would look outside the house to fulfill my needs. To my surprise she told me to go ahead. She said she was tired of talking about it and she didn't care and didn't want to know when I did.

First I'm not sure I can believe that an affair is "fine with her". Second I don't want a divorce and I don't know if a totally phisical relationship exists. Can two people have a physical relationship without some type of emotional attachment? It seems to me that some level of caring is a key ingredient of passion. There's a lot to be said for fast hard fuck but can that pure physical need be met without an attachment?

Its the attachment that makes me hesitate. I don't want a new girlfriend or potential wife. I have that at home. What I need is sex. I want to fulfill my physical needs without taking away from my home. Can it be done? Am I alone in this situation? So I'm at the crossroads and need to decide which path to follow. I'll keep the blog updated as I make a choice.

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