Threesome number four  

empress_evie 39F
134 posts
6/30/2005 7:52 am

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Threesome number four


Last night I got home about 2:30 - I have a habit of crashing early lately, but there was still some hot sex most likely going on at the apartment I'd just left... I had a reason other than exhaustion for leaving, though. See below. This is what I wrote before I was rendered unconscious by exhaustion:
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I think I ruined some good fun tonight, but I don't feel too terrible about doing it - one thing I've learned while messin' around online is that if a situation makes you uncomfortable, waste no time in getting somewhere that is comfortable.

The thing that made me uncomfortable was a certain asprct of the 4th threesome (all MFF) I've ever been in - this time, the couple, although they met on AdultFriendFinder not too long ago, had this... spark. I kept calling it a "vibe" once I decided I was too sad to stick around. They would lean in, touch each other too much, he'd say something funny and crude and she'd counter with restrained yet biting sarcasm... i really liked them both. Really did.

A problem, then. I felt like I was intruding on (well, more like missing out on... they'd invited me, I wasn't intruding) wheatever it was they had... and it made me think of the Boy, the cheerful offhand way they'd interact. There's definitely somethihng up between this Eric guy and this Liz girl...
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And then I fell asleep with the computer falling on the floor and me remaining, unknowingly, online.
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Here's the rest of the story now that I've woken up.

They, with their careless touching and effortless sex, reminded me of how I should be with MY boyfriend, and often am. They drank and chatted happily at the bar, I drank my cranberry and soda from plastic glasses with straws and felt about fifteen, despite that they did what they could to include me in the conversation. Eventually we got back to his place, and ended up casually naked.

She was perfect. Slim, delicate, trimmed, such a nice pussy, such breasts... soft nipples, but I enjoyed sucking them, and I really enjoyed kissing her... but he was there, a big presence behind her reaching around for me, and I have to admit it was a good layout for a threesome. Had I not had trepidations, we would have continued well.

I did like the part where I had his cock and her pussy right next to each other, for fingering and sucking - they were both gasping, although she was very quiet and I didn't know what I was doing for her (I like to know I'm pleasing someone). Rubbed them together, stroked one and licked the other, tongue darting from tip to clit to deep inside her pussy to stroking his length... That was good.

So was the part where she and I sucked his cock together. Alternating top and bottom - she'd take the top for a while and I'd suck his balls, licking them gently then sucking them into my mouth and tickling... then we switched and, I think, she was licking his asshole while I sucked him in and out and teased his head on the usual sensitive spot, which I do hope he liked because they're not talkers.

Except with each other.

I think what did it, what made me uncomfortable enough to want to call it quits, was when I was riding him (she'd insisted he fuck me first) and she was cradling his head in her perfect lap, perfect breasts spilling over onto his face, and he was murmuring and reaching for her and gasping and I think she leaned down to kiss him a couple times. I was providing the cock sensation, but it was her he wanted.

and then the final blow that made me miss my boy, made me realize what I REALLY want from this whole sex thing is to be the center of ecstacy and attention... was the Postal Service.

I love that band. And when one of my favorite songs came on, I was reminded of the Boy so strongly that... well, not guilt hit me. I don't know about the guilt. It's percolating in there somewhere but it hasn't gotten out yet - good, I can get some more fucking in.

Longing hit me. Sadness hit me. I wanted to go home and call the Boy. Which I did. I think it irritated the guy I'd just left, while she seemed understanding. I like them both immensely.

I'm doing this in part to keep the sadness and loneliness of a long-distance relationship at bay. When sadness happens, I should bail. It's all about me, yeah... but if I wanted something other than fun play on my own terms, I'd go to a dating site, not a sex site. I need one-on-one. Or two-on-one, if two guys can be found who can make me the center of attention. I want to be the center of attention.

That's what I want. And the Postal Service and watching this quirky fun couple interact made me... well, go home and fall asleep.

Wow, a long entry. Long. And... will I have time to meet anyone today? That'd be great, but it'd have to be timed just right. I've got a weird schedule today.

Time for some PLAY. Some fun. No games, play it by ear, just fun. Mmmmmm... Steve's cock... I want that. And Adam's, haven't felt that yet. I sucked them both off, I just want some fucking... one thing I figured outlast night is that women are nice, but I crave COCK. I'm about 85 percent straight, then....

rm_megaman69ing 38M

6/30/2005 10:20 am

the guy should have felt irritated and should have felt more understanding, well it seems to me that you know what you want. i do enjoy reading your posts. and if u need a guy to complete ur mfm threesome let me know.


marty1972130 44M

7/1/2005 10:57 pm

We had a good time also. Sorry to see you go so fast. I will say, that I liked reading about our encounter with you. You writing is hot. Not as hot as your blow job, which I did like very much. I wasn't irritated as much as I was trying to figure out what we did to make you leave. Maybe we did pay to much attention to each other. I guess the problem, not so much a proble as it is more what I didn't expect is, that I'm falling for Liz. Something I thought I would never find on AdultFriendFinder. I think she is feeling the same. I had no intention of falling for her, actually I was just looking for someone to fuck on a semi-regular basis. It just happened. Maybe we tried threesomes too early, but we decided early on that we were going to take our sexuality to the farthest point possible. Safely and comfortably. What's the saying, "Party like a rock star, fuck like a porn star."

We talked about what happened and kind of came to the conclusion that it brought us closer. Which I thought was going to do the opposite. And what you said about the "vibe" was refreshing. I guess we are outwardly expressing our happiness together. Relishing in this dating/sexual liberation we've seem to have found. We had a great time with you. I hope we didn't scare you off. I always feel like I didn't do a good job if I didn't make a woman cum. You took off to fast. So, I wasn't irritated. Just concerned. I guess maybe I'm not the best 3some guy. It was my first.

Funny side note: Liz spilled her drink all over her pants. Which led us all to the bedroom. Where I was digging through my dresser looking for something that Liz could slip on. I grab some shorts turn around and Liz and Evie are already lying on the bed making out. Me standing like a dufus with two pairs of shorts in my hands. "Khaki or Flannel?.... We'll I guess you don't need the pants anymore." I slid up besides them, at first just watching trying not to interrupt. They slowly worked me into the rotate and Evie's story fills in the rest. To wrap up, the double tandem blow job was one of the best sexual memories I have. Thank you Evie. I had a blast. Should try to do it right sometime. I was really looking forward to watching Liz and Evie fuck each other with a strap-on. Dog-It! Maybe next time.

Sincerely, Eric/"the guy"/Marty whatever...


bigman5584 50M  
33 posts
7/2/2005 9:19 am

If you want to be the "meat " in between 2 men, contact me. I have friends who love to tag team sexy ladies, are for real, and a lot of fun. contact me thru normal channels for AdultFriendFinder, and we can start making dome of your fantasies cum true, maybe a 3 some, followed by a 4 some and maybe moresomes.


md082174 42M  
13 posts
7/2/2005 6:16 pm

Hi Evie,

I just found your profile and blog today and have had a fun time reading your last few posts. I just wanted to throw my 2 cents in on your latest 3some.

I think you're feelings at the time reflect those of a lot of women that are the "3rd person" in a threesome with a committed couple. I don't think it affects the man quite as much in the same situation, but I have felt it too. Those feelings of being uncomfortable often occur when you see the tenderness and love being expressed by those two to each other and you feel left out. That combined with them not being as vocal as you (I'm guessing) about the physical pleasure of the experience.

The thing you have to remember is that, as the 3rd wheel in the threesome, (90% of the time) YOU are fulfilling THEIR fantasy. You kinda have to come to terms that in that type of situation, you are THEIR sex toy. You're there to pleasure them. Sure, they will help you get off and it will feel great too, but their pleasure comes first.

I often find myself in a similar situation where I live. I'll hook up with a couple on vacation on Maui and the idea of a threesome in a tropical area gets them off. So, whenever I'm with a couple like that I understand (and get off on) the fact that I'm fulfilling their "tropical paradise fantasy". I'm their toy/sex object.

Now, I've been on both sides of this too. My current girlfriend is bi too, so we've also had MMF and MFF threesomes too with singles. But, as when I've been the 3rd wheel, we realize that we are their fantasy. So we focus on pleasuring our 3rd person.

I think, if you repeat with this same couple (and they seem keen on it), just explain that you want to be the focus of the night. Ask them to fulfill YOUR fantasy of what a threesome should be, where you are the one that is pleasured first and foremost by the couple. I think, by reading the guy's response above, that they're open enough to talk about that with you.

And don't feel embarrassed about what you did. Everyone has embarrassing moments in threesomes sometimes, no matter how many you have.

As for your MMF fantasy. Good luck. I always love it, since I'm bi. I think, judging by your love of cock, that you should also think about MMMF and gangbang situations with guys that you know and like. It seems like you've met several people on here, so it shouldn't be too hard to bring them all together in one place.

Ok, I guess that was a little more than 2 cents. But I really liked reading your blog and wanted to comment on it. I look forward to reading more in the future.

Have a great holiday weekend!

Dave


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