Questions of a Newly Crowned Cam Queen!  

easycumeasygouk 57F
4 posts
5/26/2005 4:02 pm

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Questions of a Newly Crowned Cam Queen!

I've always guessed that I had an exhibitionist streak but never until recently been able to explore it.

I've recently bought a webcam, ostensibly to chat to a 'friend' but as he was called away one evening I decided to broadcast on AdultFriendFinder. The kick I got out of knowing other people were watching me was stronger than I'd anticipated.

I've now become addicted to putting on shows and judging their success by my 'ratings'. I dress up especially and plan what I am going to do and with what props.

I'm confused though. As a feminist does this make me a traitor or just a woman in touch with her body? Does it mean I have no self-esteem or I am brimming with self-confidence? Does it make me desirable as a potential to men or just another cheap tart they wouldn't be seen dead with?

Also it is risky. One potential mate I met on another website has already recognised me despite my care not to show my face. Think of the fallout if someone I know in a professional capacity saw me!!

I find the internet liberating but is it really a con to persuade us to be what we're not. A con which appeals to our basic, animal instincts?

Answers in my inbox please!!!!!

rm_indophilist 36M

5/26/2005 6:39 pm

I'm sure it's cathartic. You exude a lot of power, so it's not a blow
to feminism. It could be dangerous in terms of your identity (maybe that's part of the thrill).

knightmoves4U2 64M
1 post
5/26/2005 7:16 pm

The need for others to tell you how good you are is amazing....Ishould watch you and tell you how hot and sexy you me when you'll let me watch...

Alphamale243 50M

5/26/2005 7:47 pm

It seems as though you went a step or two farther than most people do. Maybe that's part of the excitement, "most" people wonder...there's something to be said for experiencing. Good job...

rm_daydoodough 60M
1 post
5/27/2005 4:03 am

I wouldn't let it worry you. If the truth be known probably most couples who have a cam corder have made sexie videos of themselves. Some of them are probably so hardcore that they would be shocked if they got out. At least you are proud of what you are doing, hopefully one day all of us on this site will be able to appreciate your honesty. Who knows as well maybe one of the members may also be on film with you! As to it being a con. What a load of bull. Nobody in any way shape or form is being hurt or deprived of anything in any way shape or form. As for animal insticts, get in touch with any of the members who reply to your opening letter/blag and I can guarantee that they are all willing to show you their animal instincts. Talking of which, I have to go now, don't want to miss the next showing. Now where is that popcorn. Whats on the other side! Seen this one before! Oh thats new, I've never seen that done before. Did she use computer graphics for that!

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