earthgoddess08 45F
73 posts
9/13/2005 7:04 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


Today, I suffer for what I did to you. My intentions were bad and now I sit paying the price. I can ask myself over and over again what dark recesses of my brain cause me to behave this way. To do everything I can to hurt you. To punish you for crimes you haven't committed. To wound you so deeply that you have no choice but to respond to me. Utter desperation and hopelessness in a situation we cannot fix. I can't change the past although I wish I could. But I ask of you, as I lie here bleeding will you tend to my wounds? Will you help me stop this madness that we have created or will you simply walk away? Is forgiveness part of the equation? Or will you shove me back down into my pit of despair and loss?

LogesBasteNares 49M
129 posts
9/15/2005 6:43 pm

What is this about? An open question or a personal message?

rm_gradiusx 38M

4/24/2006 3:10 pm

I know you posted this a while ago and I truely hope your situation had been resolved. I understand your sadness as I am currently dealing with almost the same issue myself. Except I am the "you" that you have been writing about. I am a very forgiving person but like anything there's a limit. It's way over my forgiveness threshold for what that person had done to me. Believe me that made me sad & suffer as well. For what its worth I think the person you wrote about would have suffered just as much.

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