You don't know me at all......  

dvinechocolate 44F
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10/2/2005 11:35 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

You don't know me at all......

Sitting here with thoughts of you and realizing you don't know me at all.I thought all the times we shared and talks we had that u was trying to get to know me, but I see you don't really know me at all. I thought if I told u enough or tried to be there for u that u would realize what a special friend I am, but more and more I see you don't know me at all. You take my kindness for weakness and in the end you are the one who has lost, because you don't know me at all. I tried to be there for you and give u what u needed but you are the one who pushed me away. Each time I reached out my hand you slapped it away that showed me you don't know me at all. When I tried to be there for you listening and trying to understand you and all you did was show me that you didn't care and that you didn't want to know me at all. In the beginning I thought it was me you wanted but in the end I realized you used me to get what you wanted, that let me know you don't know me at all. See when I give I give from the heart not looking for anything in return.When I love I love wholeheartedly,which showed me that you don't know how to love at all. That's when I knew you really didn't know me at all.You said actions speak louder than words my actions spoke you just didn't hear me cause it wasn't saying what you wanted to hear. See you don't really know me at all cause if you did you would have heard me tell you I loved you a thousand times not by telling you each time I saw you but just by my actions alone. You don't want love or know how to give it back you just want someone to cater to you when you feel like you want to be bothered or when you don't have anyone else to turn to, but see then to I realized you don't know me at all. If you did know me you would have seen that I would have been there anyway but see you didn't take the time to get to know me. You didn't take the time to get to know me as a person, lover nor friend and that is what told me you don't know me at all. Then you wonder why I say friends first because I'm truly a friend to the end. I guess I couldn't provide for you like you wanted or been there for you when you thought that I should have but if u would have just looked I was there all along but see that shows you don't know me at all.


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