My first time  

duststormdiva 51F
7253 posts
7/11/2005 5:28 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

My first time

It was the first time I had ever done it. I looked up and took a deep breath. I was shaking.

"It's going to be okay." He said.

"I don't know, I am scared."

"Really, you can do it." He assured me.

"You really expect me to do that?"

"Yes!" He demanded.

"I, I, uhm, I really don't think I can." Breathing heavy now, I feel my body shaking more than ever. I was terrified. My fingers were trembling, and my whole body was shaking. I was nearly hyperventilating.

"I just can't do it! There is no way in hell."

A sound of disappointment came through his lips. "Okay." He said, "Let's try something easier." He was gentle and understanding.

His tenderness was exciting; yet, his need for adventure was being held back by my inhibitions. Carefully he guided me to many places I have never been. He took it slow and easy and understood my fear. It was one memory I will never ever forget. The whole adventure ended up being exciting, fun and addicting. I was ruined, and now I need to do it again and again and again.

To be continued...


keithcancook 60M
17841 posts
7/12/2005 6:48 am

Okay, I'll bite. What is it that you are attempting to do?

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