where do i go?  

drumsguy 45M
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11/12/2005 6:28 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

where do i go?

after 12 years of love, family, and dreaming it's gone? you want another man? i don't do it for you? and he does, huh? where did i go wrong? oh it's not me? it's you? then how can YOU fix it. oh by leaving your family. no you can't see him and stay married to me. that was ok when we were swinging and playing with others, but it was sex not love. you were supposed to seperate them, you said you could, that i was your one true love. but you fell for another; a supposed boy toy.
so where does that leave me? alone and horny, after all you were/are the only one in our marriage having sex. broke and strapped for retirement, we always counted on your good job for our future and our lifestyle. i left my chosen career so you could follow yours. but atleast you are giving me the house, after all i built it from the first tree falling to the last stone cemented to the front porch. a year of my life working all day then building our home at nite and weekends. all the while you were cheating on me with different guys. shoulda let you go then. but i forgave, and look what it go me now.
so here i go trying to find a nice intelligent lady with a sex drive like mine, to help me start over, start again. can i love again? i sure hope so, it's better than sex!

rm_1AloneAtHome 46F

11/12/2005 6:53 pm

where do i go? Stay positive; you may not understand life's challenges now. Learn from the experience and don't make the same mistakes.

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