Wild Horses  

drkwaterz 36F
155 posts
7/25/2006 10:27 am

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7/26/2006 1:43 pm

Wild Horses

Have you ever met someone and felt as if you were with an old friend. As if somehow with just a look, touch or smile, your reminded of things that haven't happened yet. Someone you can sit with in silence and achieve a level of intimacy you were in aware existed. Where a simple kiss can send your mind reeling and the sound of their voice puts your stomach into knots. You could feel that desire/passion/lust welling up inside you. Knowing with every moment that passes your prolonging the inevitable, but not being able to fulfill those primitive needs. Should the possibility of being hurt be allowed to govern our actions? Should one put there feelings aside in order to save the friendship already built out of fear of the unknown? Can one be sure that despite it all the friendship will survive? Or should one simply live with the regret of not knowing?

This is the situation I find myself in. Not knowing if I should expose my vulnerablility based on emotion. Whether I should risk the safety of my walls and meaningless relationships for the possibilty of more? Confusion comes over me and my mind feels fuzzy pondering these questions. Trying to come up with a sensible solution, knowing that when it comes to matters of the heart there is no such thing. Feeling the excitement of anticipation and yet fearing it as well.

Have you ever encountered this, and if so what was your experience? If you found yourself in this situation what would you do?



Sweetpickles69 47F

7/25/2006 10:52 am

I'm going through this very thing now, with a guy I met from this site. We're so comfortable with each other, we feel like we might have known each other in a previous life, if you believe in such a thing.

Peace,
Pickles


rm_douglhers 41M
150 posts
7/25/2006 2:22 pm

No worries... I find myself in a similar situation but i am aware that i can not help how i feel though afraid of the pain and loss i my endure if i pursue this wonderful lady i also hate to call her a regret, i WONT.... it would be more like a dream, a wonderful gift just out of my reach!!!!


rm_Gordy012000 46M

7/25/2006 4:36 pm

Um yes.....it was awesome......that is untill she turned out to be psycho...lol!! Although I will say....I did know the real her and what was in her heart. It was just too bad I was forced to leave her for my own survival. If only she could have dropped the act.


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