Waiting  

drivinthrough 61M
156 posts
8/28/2006 5:52 pm

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Waiting

I feel like I'm always waiting......Waiting to load....waiting to unload.....Waiting for my dispatcher to give me a load......Waiting to find out if things at home are going to change for the better or not.....Waiting for.......

How much time is spent waiting???? Waiting on the phone.....Waiting to hear from that special someone.....Waiting for summer to get here,or winter, or fall, or spring......

What are you waiting for??? How long have you been waiting??? What do you do while waiting??? How long are you willing to wait???

Some things are out of our control and all we can do is wait; others are not and so I ask why are we waiting??? Will waiting make a difference in the out come...make it cost less...make it worth more???

I find that I wait to do things in hopes that I can change the out come. I waited to open my own bank account hoping that my wife would be willing to reconsider her feelings about our marriage...she hasn't and I now believe she won't.... did my waiting make a difference? I don't know. I know that it didn't change anything, my marriage is still just in name only. Will waiting to end my dead marriage until my granddaughter is 18 make a difference?

I hope maybe some of you can help me here. Please if you have any advise give it. I want to know. I'm tired of waiting, when I know that there isn't any changes coming, the end is inevitable.


Tequila_princess 43F
892 posts
8/31/2006 9:51 am

Feels like all i do is wait lol... but if you didnt have to wait for somethings they wouldn't be as good... Waiting is just part of life so you you know you alive i guess lol...

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drivinthrough replies on 8/31/2006 2:45 pm:
So true, so true. Its just not everthing is best when waited for,ie a divorce in a marriage that has bitten the dust. but do I go through with it now or wait for the sake of my g-daughter?

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