I remember you......  

dreamkitty63 47F
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5/30/2006 5:14 pm

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6/1/2006 6:56 pm

I remember you......

I was reading a post tonight on a fellow bloggers blog about the one that got away. So i began reminiscing. Yes, i was in love once, so passionately and so totally. I met him at work, this beautiful man with eyes so blue and a killer smile. He made me laugh and smile constantly. Everytime i looked at him i was in awe. How could this man feel the same way about lil ol me? We had a wonderful 8 months together before it all fell apart. I still think of him and miss him today. I always wonder, what if? What if i could've actually been with the one that i loved so completely? Now he lives in oshkosh with a girl i used to work with..........yeah, she got my one that got away. Have you ever loved another that completely? How did they get away ? do you wonder why?
I have been lucky enough to find love again, although its not the same , it is special in its own way and i cherish him.You know who you are!


SleekIcilyVarix 41M

5/30/2006 6:50 pm

I've been fortunate to have had 4 women in my life who I have loved completely and had that love returned. And yeah, sometimes I look back and wonder what my life would be like if we had gone the distance. I'll tell you about two of them in the interest of not writing a book here.
The first was my very first girlfriend in high school. Laura. She was everything I look for in a woman...she was pretty, not just smart, but brilliant, sweet, fun, funny, passionate, and compassionate. I met her when I was thirteen, and a year later, my family moved from Massachusetts to Indiana, and I moved away with them. Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like had I remained in Massachusetts. Parting was such sweet sorrow. Actually, mostly just sorrow.
Another was my best friend as an undergrad in college. She too was everything I look for in a woman. We could talk for hours, we had a million common interests, and I enjoyed every minute I spent with her. After being just friends for years, we decided to start dating despite the one thing we knew would make it never work. We had conflicting religious beliefs, and we never figured out a way to reconcile them. She was a devout Christian, had strong beliefs about Jesus and the bible, etc. I was, and still am, an atheist. I was willing to go to church on Sundays, but that wasn't enough. She wanted to have kids and raise them with someone who shares her beliefs. We ended it when we knew and acknowledged that there could be no future for us. It's always been a bit vexing knowing that we would have had a perfect, for lack of a better word, life together if it hadn't been for that.
They both hold a special place in my heart, and always will.


house44444 44M

5/30/2006 6:51 pm

I know how you feel I was 4 days away from getting married when the person I loved and worked with also left me to go back to her ex she had her kid with. She had been cheating on me for a while with him and I really took it hard. I was down for a long time after that. and for a long time it hurt and I could not figure out why I was so sad about someone that would cheat on me like that


westhill2006 53M

6/1/2006 1:57 pm

Hi,
Thanks for taking the time to both read and comment on my blog,I do appreciate it.
I fall in and out of love daily,sigh...
K


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