..i still love u!!!  

dream_girl1000 50F
92 posts
7/19/2005 9:52 am

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6/10/2006 12:27 am

..i still love u!!!

It was not so long ago
when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control
Believing I'd never fall.

All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice but to accept my fate.

I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.

I lied when I said
I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you
are through.

I lied
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and I still do.

I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer
'coz for us there's no forever.

taodoug65 51M
262 posts
7/19/2005 7:36 pm

I have had this same thought. You put it into words very beautifully. I think you read thoughts of the only woman I have loved.

rm_ny_guy60 56M
131 posts
7/20/2005 1:37 am

Are you really sure that you're not copying her?Being honest to yourself is the best thing to do.It will make you feel strong enough to be a good person.Anyway,goodluck.

dream_girl1000 50F

7/20/2005 3:54 pm

ny guy,thanks for dropping by in my blogs...i agree with you that HONESTY is the best policy..i also add that being FAIR and not a one sided person..is not the basis to judge other people...i have my own stlyle and i dont copy anyones stlyle...im contented for who i am...and if she is your friend...well im happy for you....
each one of us have our own different stories in life...and if we have something in common in writing a blogs...hmmmm....i dont think so...
anyway...keeps on blogging and be happy...

dream_girl1000 50F

7/20/2005 4:02 pm

should i say thank/sorry for that????
so you must be a passionate and romantic person.......
i read some of your blogs...and i enjoyed reading it...

keithcancook 60M
17718 posts
7/21/2005 7:57 am

Love is certainly a confusing emotion. No matter how wise we believe ourselves to be. I enjoyed your poem, thanks for sharing it.

Also, I have read your entire blog and all the comments. It seems that many comments have been deleted, but from what I witnessed there seems to have been quite a little tempest in here. I see that you have weathered it and moved on. Well done and...

Blog On!

rm_ny_guy60 56M
131 posts
7/22/2005 12:10 pm

Ok dream girl sorry for asking that,and it's not the way how you posted ur blog but through the way you writes it,like those dots and hmmmm'ing there.So much for similarities.She'd been writing that way sinced I've met her,and it's almost a year and a half now.And she is real for sure dreamgirl and honest.I know her for real.Met her last year and I never regret meeting her here and in real.A pretty lady inside and outside,intelligent and very kind heart loving woman.For her I am just a friend,hope it's not and still hoping for more.
Nevertheless,I hate seeing myself like this too.She scolded on me!She don't like people calling names or judging.And now she's mad at me,I've made another mistake and I say something not nice about the lady who inspired her so much.
Well,move on and keep blogging until you get tired.

dream_girl1000 50F

7/22/2005 1:19 pm

ny guy60...im happy for u...but im not copying any ones style...i dont even read her blogs..just once..why u keep on insisting ???..if i will be imitating /copying someone...he/she should be deserving ...
...i dont have to lift my own chair...specially to those person i dont feel...as i said ...i already have a few CHOSEN friends...
if you dont like me..i dnt lose anything..just dont read my blogs...
and mind your own busines...

taodoug65 51M
262 posts
7/22/2005 6:29 pm

Yer so funny..

Steely_xxx 44M

7/23/2005 4:45 pm

Alright wapsting...I am not sure why you guys keep insisting on stiring the pot in here! Frankly, I think it is rude and inconsiderate to those friends of dreamgirls who enjoy reading her blogs. You are way out of line coming in here and making comments like that to her! Enough already! I think you are trying very hard to be smart, but you can't fool us. Anyway, good luck with that dumb ass.

rm_captainai 42M

7/26/2005 12:02 am

I agree with Steely! To the likes of ny_guy and wapsting - I have read through many of the posts in the blog and come to this conclusion: people have different opinions and that is their right. However trying to force ones opinion and thoughts on another is childish and indicative of a low level of intelligence. I say by all means leave posts with your opinion but be adult and respectful, not personal, demeaning and immature!

Although I have never chatted with her before, it seems to me that dreamgirl is just trying to share her thoughts on this blog and you guys have tried to thwart that. Not nice guys!

Personally I have chatted with AsianLady4love several times and I like her a great deal - but why do you guys insist on trying to compare her and dreamgirl. This AdultFriendFinder site and blogland are not about competition or comparisons - only about enjoying yourself and meeting new people. Lets just try and get along with one another.

Just my humble opinion.

Dreamgirl keep up the good work - would love to chat sometime... your ideas seem really creative and interesting.

rm_ny_guy60 56M
131 posts
7/26/2005 5:53 am

Captainai,what do you mean personally? Have you meet the lady for real? Or shall I ask her about this.I have met the lady for real and know her personally.Hope you know the meaning.Just asking.End for criticism here about dreamgirl,I don't like it but she does.She admitted it.Goodluck for her(dreamgirl)

dream_girl1000 50F

8/1/2005 1:05 am

....wow...i just lost for 1 week here in AdultFriendFinder...for a business trip...and now...i recieved this AGAIN...
STEELY and CAPTAINAI...thanks youre so kind and sweet...
this in my fight...i dont want my friends to be involved...let them talk ....
...its their lost not mine...

rm_talldarkavg1 105M
10172 posts
8/4/2005 5:38 pm

Welcome back dream girl...start blogging!

[blog talldarkavg1]

totototokyo 50
6 posts
8/7/2005 8:12 am

my dreamgirl
so are you back in tokyo?and congratulations to your new company !!
way up girl!!!!
ny guy and wapsting you just go your lady,the picures she put are all her old pictures you both deserve each other.

dream_girl1000 50F

8/9/2005 4:12 pm

TD1 and tototokyo..thank you!!!
just busy for the past days at work...
tototokyo as i promised you will be invited for the opening of my ofc ..wish you are here also TD1!!!

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