Not Responsible  

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8/6/2006 6:20 pm

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8/7/2006 6:17 am

Not Responsible

The views and opinions expressed in the following blog do not necessarily reflect the views and opinions of AdultFriendFinder or the blog’s creator.

I write this as a reminder to myself, a reminder that life is not stagnant. The views and opinions I have are certainly fluid. Depending on what I am experiencing at a given time my feelings toward something could be entirely different than it would have been, say a month ago. Not that it really matters.
I was asked recently a classic question” What do you want from life?” Once upon a time that was an easy question to answer, I thought. I had it. I had a wife, two kids and a house in the suburbs. I had two cars, a successful career, the “American Dream”. Sweet. But sometimes the universe curves. You are driving along everything is fine and you hit a patch of black ice. The vehicle begins to spin and careen out of control, before you know it; you’re doing donuts and have completely lost contact with the road. Some life experiences are like that. I hit the ice. I’ve lost contact with the road and I’m not sure the road is really where I want to be. I’m not sure what I want, but it sure wasn’t what I had. I have vague whispers of ideas in my head, but somehow they still seem a long way of. I don’t think I can actually describe what I am trying to say, words are so inadequate to express ideas. Maybe that is one of the reasons sex is so sought after. Communication that doesn’t require words, that transcends speech. I don’t have a fucking clue. Damn, I start writing and I just don’t know what the hell I am going to come up with. I don’t even know who hell is writing half the time. Oh well, that’s all, you can go now. Thanks for playing. I am afraid we are all out of lovely parting gifts.

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