Undeniable Attraction....  

divaforever 48F
33 posts
5/10/2006 8:10 pm

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Undeniable Attraction....

Something wild and sexy happened at my workplace on Tuesday afternoon.
It's hard to write about it because there is a raw sexual aspect to the encounter even though it is also about an intense romantic attraction, undeniable and, at times seemingly predestined.
Troy is an amazing man. I have never, ever met anyone like him in my life. He holds me in his eyes as in his heart. He exudes confidence, enthusiam and a raw sexual energy all at once. I love his easy smile and the way he smells. His eyes are a soft wedgewood blue. His body language is deliciously deliberate and inviting.
When we have sex, sometimes it is so intense it is like our souls are touching....
Troy and I, for what ever reason, cannot seem to stay away from each other. Some of the happiest memories I have had since my divorce have been with him and some of the saddest as well. We saw each other for about 7 months last year. He was frustrated with his dead end marriage, with little to no intimacy and sex. Our relationship was more than sex,it was also friendship and a symbiotic workplace relationship as well. Things began to heat up between us. Feelings started to emerge on both sides and just when it looked like we had found the kindred spirits in each other that we had both longed for....then it happened. His wife who supposedly couldn't get pregnant was now pregnant and now, he was trapped. We continued to see each other up until a few weeks before his son was born. Then feeling guilty, I ended it. I wanted him to make an honest effort in his marriage and decide what he wanted before continuing with me especially since he was now going to be a dad. Months went by. And I realized what the sound of hope dying is like. Silence. Gradually I accepted the fact that it was over and moved on. Not before however being drunk a lot. I think I even came into work drunk a few times because it was painful to be around him. Then I came out of my haze started having fun - swinging and going to parties. I told Troy the details of my adventures and over time we started talking more. And more...and more. On Monday, he stopped by my desk several times. I knew he was horny but I was too. He came by my desk again on Tuesday and we talked more. I wanted to nail him right then and there but I was still testing the waters. Didn't we agree not to have physical relations until he made up his mind about his marital situation? hmmmm....So Tuesday afternoon he sends me an email to stop by his office. I came in, shut the door behind me and told him about my latest sexual adventures. He said that he was hard just talking to me. I asked him if I could see and he unzipped his pants. I reached over his desk and touched him lightly teasing him. Unfortunatley because we are both in sales I guess we like to play these mind games - who is going to blink first. I waited for him to reach over and grab me. He was waiting for me to reach over and grab him! Finally I said "If you take that thing out again, I am going to have to wrap my lips around it". He took it out again and I immediately went over and began sucking on him. It felt so good to taste him again, smell him, infuse my senses with his powerful presence....He came in my mouth quickly and tasted so good. Now I was horny I wanted to beg him to fuck me, but there are some things we CAN'T do in the office. Anyhow, we have had some ADVENTURES in the past and now it looks like we will be having more again here soon...I will keep you posted....

elbman 41M  
2566 posts
5/10/2006 8:38 pm

It's nice to see that things do come around full circle from time to time....instead of ending in series of "what-ifs".

Have Fun and Play Safe...not only with your body but with your heart as well....

divaforever 48F

5/11/2006 6:24 pm

Elbman, you are so sweet!
I know I can't let my emotions get involved again with him until he makes up his mind about his marriage. Sigh....I just have to take things one day at a time and see where this leads. It is hard being involved with someone that is not sure about what they want. I suppose I will just have to be patient and not force the issue.
I practically drool at the prospect of having sex with him again. the next time we have sex, I just know it is going to be that animalistic, raw, intense, passionate sex....Aaaaargh!

Discretion_67 53M

5/13/2006 1:21 pm

Isn't it so cool when the "capture" is just as good, and as long lasting, as the "chase"??? I've been chasing this girl for some time now...the mystery of it, those unspoken conversations you mentioned before, the playful eyes. Then, it happened!! It was everything it promised to be and more! She eventually transfered away with her job, but I'll never forget that summer.

Well written, diva. I look forward to more posts!

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