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Fucking My Friend
Fucking My Friend
Now here is the problem.
I know this girl for almost ten years. In fact we were best friends when I was living in her community. Now that I am on the other side of the island, I dont see her often. But we do talk occassional.
Now the problem is that I met her recently in Kingston. She is studying at one of our prominent university. She is telling me that she is a virgin still. She is twenty nine (I thought there was no virgin left). I never thought she was still a virgin. All this time? The thing is she asked me to take her virginity.(wOw..wHAT AN OFFER!!)
Reluctant of this strange offer. I tried to convince her otherwise.SHE INSIST SHE WANTED ME TO DO IT. She is very pretty and I would love to, but since we were just friends and back then she knew all the dirt on me, I did not think of having sex with her then. BUT AFTER PREVIEWING THE IMAGE ON MY PHONE. I THOUGHT...VIRGIN OR NOT, LIGHTNING NEVER STRIKE TWICE IN THE SAME PLACE. So I decided to take the opportunity and worry about feelings latter.
Anyway, skipping the details, I took her to my friends hide out and we did our thing..and, shit...to my surprise. She was indeed a virgin. Untouch, tight, and bled after sex. The ordeal was painful for her but she insist I go on with it. We tried it a few more time after that (tightest puddin I ever had...hmmm.). Now she is wanting me more and more.
Now I am feeling a little guilty, cause I thing she is falling in love with me. She almost said it once. Personally, I think she is confused.
But, even worst; I am still not interested in her that way.
So the problem? Do I Tell her straight up? how do I avoid hurting her feelings? can I ever be interested in her?