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i'm tired of being alone. every girl that i like is taken, was at the time of interest, or in the process of becoming taken. i'm 19 yrs old & what do i have to show it.... NOTHING! i've never been laid, never gotten head, never stuck it in a girl's butt, NOTHING!!!!!! i'm sick & tired of it. yea my X wasn't a virgin, & i was her longest relationship. but no, she doesn't want to get serious because that's how her other escapades turned to crap. well, i treated her with the respect a woman deserves the whole time unlike her past b/fs. what did i get out of it... NOTHING!!! i gave her the flinstone's lawnmower too many times to get nothing in return. all the girls in school were sooooo jealous of her & i. they even trided to break us up after i was out. (seniors get out a week & 1/2 early where i'm from.) oh well, her loss not mine... right? i just want some female comanionship. someone to cuddle with. somebody that doesn't mind staying on a friday & watch a rented movie w/ homemade popcorn & other sweets i can make in the kitchen. well now that i've vented my frustration, i'm OK. i apologize. it'll be alright. i just need a women in my life.