someone...  

davedave21now 32M
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12/9/2005 11:55 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

someone...


Hey, kiddies...
I am now pretty sure that this is not the site for me... i joined it looking for a fling, and then was totally empty when i discovered that this kind of thing is not what i had hoped. I decided that now i will only have a relationship that is worth having... that I at least owe myself the self respect that I deserve. I have too much to give for me to just waste my energy on one night stands. i've at least met one interesting person, im not saying im dating him or we're in love and cant wait to get married and have children, nothing that dramatic. i guess i dont really know what im saying. nobody reads this anyway so i dont have to make sense. maybe what i am saying is that i have needs that this site is not sensitive to and thats all. maybe i just need to stop being such a dork and realise that life sucks and the only way i'll ever be appreciated is by jumping into bed with another nobody i dont know for another night of false acceptance, lies and deceit and waking up with a frozen heart the next morning, begging time to just drag on until ive become so numb against the cruelty of my curse that i wake up one day and turn on the AC in fear that my heart may defrost, and i will realise too late that maybe, possibly, a frigid soul is really not what life is about...
but dont mind my words...
just more mindless splatter from superdave...

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