i truly am on fire.. a response..  

dark_whispers 38F
159 posts
1/8/2006 1:24 pm

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i truly am on fire.. a response..

i posted this as a response.. but..it seems to need a bit more.. so i brought it back here.. to my own little space..

its amazing..i think how there are times.. music.. can be so very inspirational.. or so very mood fitting.. the past few nites.. at work.. the music.. has been so sexually charged.. its like walking in this state of fire.. slowly blazing.. as pointed out by another friend.. i feel im being consumed.. but so slowly..its like torture.. but a type that i both want to continue..and to stop..all at the same time.. but only to go further..

i find myself.. in this place.. in situations.. that i put myself into.. that only seem to stoke this fire more.. its like a game..im playing with myself.. and the gods have joined in .. to send teases..here and there.. to tempt.. to see where i will go..what i will do next..

im to a point.. where.. i am finding something highly erotic.. almost everywhere.. the wind.. blows a certain way.. my breath catches.. the music plays..and continues in my head.. images flickering in and out at random.. eyes.. meeting mine.. for a moment longer than necessary..and my heart is racing.. already imagining.. i make an expresso.. and find myself thrilled at the vibrations.. *that.. actually just amuses me..*

my skin feels hot.. there are times..its hard to breath and carry on a conversation.. i randomly think about what i could do to the random individuals im meeting here and there..

and someone asked.. can you not meet anyone..? i find it hard to believe.. that you are unable to meet up with someone.. laughs... well of course i could.. but..i do not want just the average everyday.. sexual encounter.. i want someone who is already on my frequency.. already walking the same path..the same direction..

and for now.. i am enjoying the feelings of being teased.. even if i am teasing myself..smiles.. *dont knock masturbation..its sex with someone i love..* one of my fav quotes.. laughs.. but so true.. and now..i have to grab a shower..and take my butt to work.. hugs..kisses n lixx.. me..

a_poetman 45M

1/8/2006 11:12 pm

i think some of us can relate...

rm_mtnravyn 60M
890 posts
1/10/2006 3:51 am

O'Donohue said "Eros is ultimately the energy of divine creativity. In the transfiguration of the sensuous, the wildness of eros and the playfulness of the soul come into lyrical rhythm."

Honoring ones sensuality is as important breathing. The hows and whens and wheres and with whom is lawways teh tricky part. But don't let that interfere with the imagination. You appear to have a wonderfully sensual mind and are not afraid of it.

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