have you ever been in love..?  

dark_whispers 38F
159 posts
1/11/2006 11:08 pm

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have you ever been in love..?

and..if you have.. what brought you to that place.. ?
was it a look ..was it a touch..? for me..
no..it happened with the use of words..
each word.. drawing me closer.. untill i run home to read the words..
and my favorite time spent..is the time.. when even across a flat screen..
i see you.. you come alive to me.. your words.. taking on life..
breathing life into me.. and im afraid of what it all means.. am i lost..?
or maybe.. i am not lost at all.. maybe ..
i am finding a new type of freedom and giving..in the giving of myself..
what i am ..is yours.. offered up ..and waiting.. does this make me less....?
i am afraid.. but even in my fear.. there is an excitement..
there is a deeper yearning.. a desire for a better understanding..
and in this very fragile place.. there is a risk..with a word spoken..
in acceptance or rejection.. my breath..is catching..
i find myself holding on.. hoping.. wishing.. dreaming.. and torn..
unsure what it is.. that i am really here for..
a quick rejection... would be both a comfort..and a curse..
to be accepted.. chosen.. would be..to walk.. a path..only dreamed about quietly .. dangerous.. restricting.. and freeing..all in the same moment...
and.. so..i sit.. and close my eyes.. falling into the familiar..
and i wait..

rm_mtnravyn 60M
890 posts
1/12/2006 4:22 am

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get - only with what you are expecting to give - which is everything. – Katharine Hepburn

Is not the use of words just a reflection of the agility and depth of the mind. But there is stil the need for congruence. What you say, what you feel, and how you act, when congruent, allay fears and make the journey more comfortable without alleviating the edge that is any relationship. Be present and enjoy.

AltumHunksUnite 53M

1/12/2006 6:12 am

The last time I was truly in love, it happened when I learned a certain something about her. Something that flicked a switch in my brain. Totally unexpected at the time.

Let me drive. I like the view

a_poetman 45M

1/12/2006 8:52 am

my question?

I ask this of myself everyday...

Do you know what love is?

dark_whispers 38F

1/12/2006 8:22 pm

    Quoting a_poetman:
    my question?

    I ask this of myself everyday...

    Do you know what love is?
in love and life.. all that i do know..is that i really do not know anything.. everytime..i think i have found some answer.. or some bit of knowledge..something comes and ..knocks it away.. or makes me look again.. i know that i love many..for many reasons.. i am not in love with anyone.. and i dont know that i will ever be .. i think... to fall in love.. is really to much of a risk.. more than i can afford.. but to love someone.. yes.. i can love many.. in many small ways.. hugs..

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