Ever the search  

daddynpuppet 57M/58F
13 posts
8/18/2006 12:06 am

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10/26/2006 5:41 am

Ever the search

There is nothing that we can count on. When we make ends meet, someone moves the ends. Fate is cruel. I thought I had found the one. I found an actress. I feel like such a fool. A year ago I would have told anyone that they were wrong to say that this was not the last time I would have to look for love.Oh I believed in my heart that I was through looking. I was played like a 2 dollar drum from the dollar store. I wont give up. I must persevere. I know that I will find my sweet love. My Puppet My Baby girl. why do people feel that they must cruelly play with others emotions? Is there love? Is it but a cruel joke? Something we are taught to believe? A carrot to be pulled away just as we are about to sink our teeth into the succlent sweetness that will sustain us. I just cannot seem to reach the knife protruding from my back! Why does lying come so easily to some? No, I wont allow this to color my optimism! I will find the one for me! Where are you my love. I shine a beacon for you to follow. It eminates from my heart. I watch and wait for that one who will make me whole. Now I feel an empty void where the cruel lier ripped at my soul. I will heal in time I know I will. She will not destroy me. I am but wounded. I have wonderful friends to aid me in healing. I am luckier than most. God Bless you Viking vixen, 2curious4more. I know there will be others with loving hearts and kind souls to render kindmess and support. I thank you all. Let's not go quietly into the night. I wont give in without a fight. I will love again I will triumph! She has not destroyed my joy. I am Daddy and I will be again. Thank you all for allowing me this space to vent my anger and my heartbreak.

freetime648 52F

8/18/2006 12:38 am

If we spend all our time asking the questions you have asked...we would waste too much time that could be spent on finding that "Special Carrot!" Like you said...you will come out on top! And by the way...you write so good....the words and feelings you put in there is a fresh change of pace! Blog on!!!!


xx FREETIME648 xx

welshungarianman 50M

8/22/2006 2:15 pm

Oh my, I am living the words that you have written. Although I am not at all happy seeing someone else go thru this, it is heart warming to know that I am not alone in how I think or feel. Playing with someone's emotions with deceit is one of the worst human traits. It is wonderful to know that you have friends to help guide you, be there for you, laugh with you and cry with you, as I have learned that I have as well. Life is a wonderful thing and I truly do believe that everything happens for a reason - we just don't always know what that reason is at the moment - but one day we always learn.


_2curious4more_ 51M/40F
7 posts
9/2/2006 8:59 am

Keep loving lovers.... that's all we can do.

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