The endless chase  

dabrackman 34M
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5/1/2005 6:41 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The endless chase

Sometimes this single life really gets to me. I have so little time to go out and look for a person to connect with, in between work and school. And my biggest problem is my ex. Little backstory on her is she lives a block away and goes to the same building on campus as me almost everyday so I see her daily. She's great too, but she cheated on me and I don't stay with cheaters. However my problem is that as much as I have convictions against being with someone that has betrayed my trust like that, I am lonely now and she was such a good person. Daily I have second thoughts about ignoring her and not wanting to ever speak with her again. It makes it 10x harder because I see her every day.

Going out to the bars and hooking up with just some random horney girl does nothing for my desire for a connection on an emotional and meta-physical level. Granted I get the physical connection my libido seeks, but I can only take so much of that before I desire the intimacy of a relationship. I won't lie and say I don't want sex, but I really do want a connection with someone right now...and with my schedule, it's rather hard. All you people out there that actually do have someone to care for and that cares for you, you should realize how lucky you are. And how jealous I am Here's to my search, and if you're looking, here's to yours.


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