Peaking Sunshine  

cutiepiexxx20 30F
13 posts
7/15/2006 9:32 am

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7/26/2006 12:38 am

Peaking Sunshine

That's exactly what happened. I got laid last night. It was wonderful and I am so NOT stressed out! I feel good and happy and damn he was awesome. It was really nice, he came over last night and gave me cigarettes (thats why i called him) and I showed him my nude photos I took on my computer, and he wanted to take pictures of me but i was like nooo, haha, we sat on the couch and I wanted to f*** him so bad, we hesitated for 5 minutes then finally I said, "I'm going to turn off the lights and you are going to f*** me doggy right here on the couch." He did too, give me butterflies thinking about how good he was. Anyways, I'm sure you guys didn't want to read all that. I'm done with Ron, I called him last night and he called me back and I asked him one LITTLE THING, out of all the times I did everything he asked me to do I only asked one thing, i said, "I really need cigarttes can you get me some and I'll give you the money when you get here." He said, "I don't know I'm leaving to Helena with my buddy to go to a party, I'll try" I told, "Please I just need this one thing, I really appreciate it." He never came. He never called. I'm done with him, I erased his name off my contacts on my phone and deleted all my recent calls history-that way I can forget about his number and won't remember it when I really want to call him-that way I don't f*** up my life again by talking to him. So everything is starting to get better little by little. No more bad days in a row anymore. That was 10 days of horrible pain, and I am glad it is done...I hope it is. Anyways, I'm hungry gonna go eat. Later!!


Extramist 59M
14133 posts
7/15/2006 10:05 am

Good for you! Women shouldn't have to put up with jerks who only care about themselves and give nothing in return for all that is being done for them. Don't let anyone else treat you that way.

AKA The Clit Whisperer.

cutiepiexxx20 30F

7/15/2006 11:10 am

Thank you, I needed to hear I did the right thing. I am so in love with him even though he is a jerk off, I can't see my own pain. It is true you know, love makes you blind. That's what I have been for over 6 months. I'm glad I snapped and realized I've been screwed over again. Usually it takes me a year before I realize it, I think I am getting better and better at realizing it. By the time I turn 30 I'll be a pro by then, it'll only be one day and I'll be like "I'm sorry this isn't working out" Ha-ha. That'll be funny as all heck!!! Thanks for the encouragement I needed a point of view, or maybe just support on what I just did. Thanks again!


rm_livinMT 51M

7/25/2006 12:07 pm

Good for you--agreed with the others on that. Although you are wrong--we do want to hear about you getting f***ed!

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