Forgiving him for his sin  

cuteredhead83 33F
134 posts
8/27/2005 2:16 am

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Forgiving him for his sin

It's been a hard year for me.
I have had a hard time letting anyone in. Each guy has been faced with mountains, deserts, and hurricanes. I look back at now there are two points in my life that realize I didn't like who I was. The first was when I had my knee surgery where I was very very angry and now after I was where I was hurting.

I had the two most wonderful guys to walk me through my anger. One was my P.T. Chris who held my hand as I learned to walk again and pushed me to new limits. The other was my fiance Chris who held me as I cried the night before my surgery and sit beside my bedside at my weakest moments. I love him for all that he has done for me. Even though these two men went like the wind one summers day I still carry them with me.

I am ready to move on. For along time I have carried the hurt and pain of being . *I couldn't even say that word* I had to face this broken road by myself because I physically couldn't stand being touched by a new guy including a boyfriend. I know I still have that hurtle to tackle but I ready to let go of the hurt and angry he caused me. I hope he reads this because I forgive him.

I am finally ready to let someone back onto my road.

AmberSolaire 42M

8/27/2005 8:23 am

Its good that you have got to this place after such events.Many cant.Dont force yourself .Instead take your time and if YOU dont feel comfortable make sure the other person knows that however trivial you may think it seems.Anyone worth there salt will understand.

May your road be long without too many more winding turns.


FireDawg_10 40M
181 posts
9/2/2005 5:00 pm

Good for you. That's a huge step. Just remember not every day will b a good day, take the good times with the bad and keep thinking positive and moving forward like you are.

healthyhunghorny 49M
4 posts
9/4/2005 8:03 pm

Let's cut off his fukin' balls....and choke him with them.
he is a worthless scum.
Any man that cannot respect human life,is worth shit.
I have had several friends deal with the trama of ,Some were 22 some 17, 2 were 8 when it happened.
the latter two the perpertrators died in car accidents,I think that may be the best sentence.

If some one did that to my wife,sister,mother,niece,friend ect...
I would fuck them up to the point where they would not be able to get there little pencil dick up for any thing.....period.

Yes anger may not be the theme here,and forgiveess is.
This is my male response.

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