Would You Be A Whore?  

cuteNEway 41F
1774 posts
5/30/2006 6:25 pm

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Would You Be A Whore?

I'm desperate! My rent is due on the 1st and I have NO money for it. I'm at a temp job that has a probationary period of 65 WORKING days. I make $291 a week after taxes.

I called Catholic Charities and they told me that in order to get help from them my income has to be HIGHER than my rent...you hear it right! Does that make any fuckin sense to you?? If my income were higher than my rent I wouldn't have this problem now would I?

The woman I spoke to at Citywide Taskforce told me in a snotty tone that they only help if you're in arrears and in housing court. WHAT? I'm trying to get help to get my shit together so that I don't waste city tax dollars on an eviction case!!

What pisses me off about charities and government agencies is that people go to them every day and lie through their fuckin teeth and guess what? THEY get $500 a month for groceries and THEY get Section 8 housing for little or no money.

Meanwhile I'M the one busting my ass commuting every day to a job where its non-stop busy for slave wage (mind you I am thankful that I have a job but that isn't the point). And I'M the one worrying every night if I'll have to choose "pay rent?" or "feed family?" And I'M the one thinking "Maybe I should sell myself so I don't have to choose?"

How the FUCK does any of this seem fair? The church is useless (and they ask why I'm a fuckin atheist), the government only believes liars (go fuckin figure!). What the FUCK am I supposed to DO?

I can't take it anymore.


Djeeper1987 47M

5/30/2006 6:53 pm

I am so sorry your going thru with this right now. I wish I could help. I agree that the gov't only helps lairs and loosers. As for the church that is unbelievable. Makes no sense what ever.

Good Luck. I wish you get it all worked out soon. Let us know, k.

Carpe Diem


1horneydevil2006 41M
25 posts
5/30/2006 10:00 pm

Try this on a Saturday dress in some dingy old rags write a message on an old peice of cardboard and stand near a freeway off ramp for about 4 or 5 hours,I hear you can make $200 to $300 a day doing this,beats selling your body.I actualy saw a guy walk off a corner into a parking lot answer his cell phone throw his tattered rags in the trunk and drive off.


papyrina 51F
21133 posts
5/31/2006 6:18 am

sending good vibes your way ,not sure if they will help but its all i can offer


I'm a

and
i'm here to stay


cuteNEway 41F

5/31/2006 3:36 pm

THANK YOU GUYS SOOOOOO MUCH for your wonderful thoughts for me!!

It's good to know that there are people out there that care!

Horney!! It's funny cuz its true!


MissAnnThrope 56F
11488 posts
5/31/2006 6:35 pm

You know, if I didn't have that lame ankle, I'd go begging with you on Saturday. Too bad they banned the squeegee squads. We could have terrorized Manhattan.


cuteNEway 41F

6/1/2006 3:25 am

Aw c'mon MissAnn!!! The lame ankle is the perfect hook!! You with the lame ankle and me with my two kids! Hey my nephew is here too so it'll be THREE kids...we'll make a KILLIN woman!!

There's gotta be SOMEONE that'll help you down the stairs into the rusty old wheelchair...

tee hee


Looking4sex44240 54F

6/2/2006 3:45 pm

I went threw the samething last year. Try the Unitedway, they were going to pay my rent if I received an eviction notice, they said it would be cheaper to pay then move me or the welfare office. My landlord was pretty cool he let me pay alittle at a time. Then paid the difference with income tax. Hope that helps you out.


rm_art_persists 51M
1789 posts
6/2/2006 8:46 pm

I have sold myself. The sexual thrill was there but the meanness of it all affected me too deeply. I find it fucked that money is such an issue for some: what the fuck is wrong with us as human beings?


AtomicArtist0 45M
6015 posts
6/2/2006 11:21 pm

ahhh...I see some written encouragement here. good to see. Hope all goes well for you. Anything else I can do to help, let me know.


rm_AnOddGirl 57F
3469 posts
6/3/2006 9:07 am

I once had to explain to a man that a Mother will Do Anything to take care of her kids. He got it and ended up marrying her. It's not easy once your down to get back up. I'm not one to use the goverment after the FEMA/Red Cross debacle here, maybe going to your local news with the 'I need help but won't lie for it' story. I suspect that family and friends would help if they knew your situation.
BTW, (and this may sound really tacky) when your nephew arrived did he come with living expences covered - kids are not cheap.

Hang On!



Odds


cuteNEway 41F

6/3/2006 9:32 am

You guys are all wonderful!

Oddgirl unfortunately my nephew will be taken care of by yours truly. My sister is worse off than me because of her own stupidity. I don't mind having him here.

The local news huh?? I think I'll do that!

THANKS!!


LustyTaurus 48M  
21253 posts
6/3/2006 2:50 pm

If its any consolation, I have been where you are...for real...you'll get through it, but it's no fun right now I know...*HUGS*...you'll be in my thoughts.

lustytaurus


pendus78 38M

6/13/2006 4:22 am

Cutey, first things first, I am so sorry to read about your asperities. Now that we know each other, I hope that you will keep me in mind when things like this happen so that I can get an ear to the grape vine for you and such. Secondly, yes, trust only the government to do the right thing with burocracy involved. As for the Church, can't say that I would know since I have not even stepped foot into one of those things for years now, at least not in a worshipper's capacity. Is everything all right for you nowadays with your bills and such?


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