I'm So Afraid You'll Cheat: Part 2 of the Kenny Chronicles  

cuteNEway 41F
1774 posts
8/28/2006 10:05 pm

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I'm So Afraid You'll Cheat: Part 2 of the Kenny Chronicles

I fell head over heels for him the day we met. Since the moment I laid eyes on him, I didn't want to be with anyone else. I didn't want to look at anyone else. In fact I didn't go out with anyone else. Even when we were just hanging out as friends.

You could say I was faithful to him from the day we met. But he had trouble believing it once he moved in with me. He was forever telling me, "I'm just so afraid that you're cheating on me!" He would make the most pathetic face when he would say it. It took all I had not to slap him every time. Looking back maybe I should have!

One time when he called me at work he started in with the same line again and I stopped him. I said, "Listen, yoiu need to stop accusing me of cheating! Dammit we live together! We take the train to work together, we meet for lunch every day, we go home together most of the time, we go to bed together. What do you think I'm doing? Making out with some guy at my desk?"

His reply, "Well...?" As if it was something he wouldn't put past me. That's when I REALLY had enough! Here's what I told him, "Remember that I go to the office and you go on to your building, unsupervised. For all I know you're fucking some bitch in the electrical closet. Hey some days you get out early and go home first. For all I know you're fucking that same bitch in our bed and you have her leave before 6 when I get home. Maybe I've passed her on the street walking from the train station..."

Silence. A half-assed apology.

The direct accusations stopped after that. After that speech he thought it was OK if every time there was any type of infidelity shown on TV or in a movie, to turn to me and say. "It's a good thing WE don't do that. Right baby?

I put up with that for about 3 weeks. And I had to tell him that this "innocent" little question was just as bad as a direct accusation. I had to tell him that he HAD to trust me! After that he had to bite his tongue. Well, what he would actually bite was the sides of the second knuckle of his forefinger. This was something he did when he got very angry and had to do something to control it. This area was very calloused.

If it was a man doing the cheating he would grunt, "Fuckin ASSHOLE, scumbag, mutha fucka!" between his gnashing teeth. If it was a woman the grunts would change to, "Fuckin cunt, bitch, whore, SLUT!" I would just sit back and enjoy the program. HE'S the one with the issues. Not me


MissAnnThrope 56F
11488 posts
8/29/2006 1:11 am

I would have had to have killed him.


haversack_smith 40M
6192 posts
8/29/2006 3:25 am

What's the point in having a relationship if you don't trust your partner?


strongelk2006 53M

8/29/2006 7:12 am

I wasn't trying to be mean about the way he was to you. He had no right to make you feel like you have to change the way you dress. I would look at you and be happy with the way you look. Any guy should feel lucky to have a beautiful lady like you. Your hot,,girl,,you are a hotty,,at lease what I have seen of you.

Peace,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Coolness..........N.B.


Peace,,,,,,,,Coolness..........N.B.


digdug41 49M

8/29/2006 8:43 am

CCute I think we all manage to pick some real winners in our lifetimes just as long as you didnt stick around your good some of us get caught up in it and it makes it hard to escape

roaming the cyber streets of blogland


readytolay_3
(What the fuck is this shit..?? *rolls eyes*)
105F

8/29/2006 3:40 pm

Way strange .....Ready

Ready


QuaffJalapDerma 40M
78 posts
8/29/2006 3:56 pm

Why,Why,Why.... Why on earth do people meet someone,get involved with them,then try to change everything about them???
Who,would ever stay and put up with him??? (glad you didn't hun)
How can he be so insecure in his relationship with you???

My questions for you.....What was there to fall"head over heals for"???? Since it was"the moment I laid eyes on him",can it be you fell totally for looks???

I do realize that some people show there true colors only after you get a little deeper into a relationship.Just know that you were sensible enough NOT to put up with it.Things like that only get worse over time.


cuteNEway 41F

8/29/2006 4:00 pm

MissAnn...I believe maiming is better, dead isn't painful...

Smithy...well for him I was just someone to lord over...

spunky...who knows.

Nekkid Boy...aawww thanks!

Dig...it's only a painful memory now.

ready...way jerky! LOL


NickRules999 39M
9462 posts
8/29/2006 6:36 pm

If a guy has to ask you 20 times a day if you're cheating on him, he's insecure with a capital I.

"Oh my god!! They killed Kenny!!"

I could not resist that one!! LOL

Come into my realm! You aren't afraid...are you?


cuteNEway 41F

8/29/2006 7:50 pm

jus4fun...the looks and there was something about his eyes too, turns out that wasn't a dreamy look. It was lack of intelligence.


cuteNEway 41F

8/29/2006 7:54 pm

Dys...I think he might have hit me!

Nicky...~GROAN~


NickRules999 39M
9462 posts
8/29/2006 9:37 pm

Ok, that was bad.

Come into my realm! You aren't afraid...are you?


velvetgrrrl 39F

8/30/2006 2:01 pm

Ooh ooh Looks like we have a weiner here! Oh tell me tell me dear Cute where DO you find them. I have yet to find a man to make me feel like that!

`Velvet
Hell is when u should have walked away, but u didn't.


cuteNEway 41F

9/1/2006 9:18 am

nicky...try having that thrown at you daily

velvet...its a magnet that I was born in.


elmexicano_2k 46M

9/1/2006 6:02 pm

I am so confused as to what you saw in him.

Butch: I'm American, honey. Our names don't mean shit.


cuteNEway 41F

9/1/2006 7:39 pm

mexicano...so am I. I think about it now that people ask and honestly, I don't have an answer.


elmexicano_2k 46M

9/1/2006 10:17 pm

He musta been hung like a horse. Yea that's it.



Butch: I'm American, honey. Our names don't mean shit.


rm_jamminjay2 40M
2 posts
9/5/2006 8:43 am

HEY I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT SOUNDS FAMILIAR BECAUSE I ACT LIKE THAT SOMETIMES BECAUSE THE WOMAN I'M WITH AND LOVE AND WAS FAITHFUL TO GAVE ME MANY REASONS (UNLIKE YOUR SITUATION) TO BE LIKE THIS BUT I WONT GET INTO DETAILS CAUSE I STILL LOVE HER A GREAT DEAL BUT MY POINT IS I JUST MADE THINGS WORST EVEN THOUGH MY "BUGGIN'" WAS 100% JUSTIFIED I PUSHED HER AWAY MORE AND PUSHED TO DO SOMETHING WHY NOT I'M CONVINCED SHE HAD ANYWAY EVEN THOUGH I FORGAVE HER AND STARTED OVER WITH HER SO I SEE BOTH SIDE TO THE STORY AND AM REALLY TRYING TO CHANGE AND AM CHANGING AND LEARNING FROM THIS EXPRIENCE AND FOR US TO BE HONEST AND OPEN AND NOT ACCUSE EACHOTHER OF BULLSHIT (I DIDNT C YOU FOR 5 MIN WHO WERE YOU FUCKING) SO ALL I'M SAYING IS NO ONE DESIRVES THAT


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