To blog or not to blog, that is the question.  

curvalicious3 41F
8 posts
10/19/2005 4:31 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

To blog or not to blog, that is the question.

But I have recently "bumped" into someone on this sight that changed my entire perception that I might find anything intelligently written on AdultFriendFinder.
Maybe I was too quik to judge. Could there be anything interesting to read on a AdultFriendFinder sight? I hadn't even found anyone interesting enough to even bother looking.
I don't want to read a billion stories of sex. I have erotic literature for that.
But rather, what makes you move, breathe, inspire and become inspired.
I find that really sexy.
Sharing your words, life stories, fears and dreams.
Hmn...
Allow me to think about this myself and create my own "blog."

For now-
Fall, my favorite season, is in the air.
The trees are beautiful, the air is chilly and the sun still warm.
I feel in love and lonely at the same time.
Not in love with anyone, just the feeling.
I think non stop in the fall, even in my sleep which doesn't come easily to me.
I have been an insomniac for years, which doesn't help my daytime life at all.
There isn't much I can do about it, but accept it.
I am in transition, and when I am in transtion, I feel I could take off in any direction at any moment. Just like leaves.
It is confusing, but also exciting.
The idea, apparently, is to be a "grown up." But the kid in me still wants to see what is beyond the unknown corner, or what lurks underneath the bed. What is out there? What if there is something else out there that I will be happier with?
Sigh...
Time will only tell, as I am never great with planning anything. I have tried, it never works.
I love the night sky and the stars. I could stare at the shadows that the moon paints on my surroundings what seems like forever.
I crave sushi, wine, spicy foods...and fruit juice. Ok...my blog is ending as of now.

Cheers~


rm_VoodooGuru1 49M
2053 posts
10/19/2005 10:44 pm

A very good start, C3; I'll be watching.


captainzipper 44M

10/19/2005 10:54 pm

" Fall, my favorite season, is in the air.
The trees are beautiful, the air is chilly and the sun still warm.
I feel in love and lonely at the same time.
Not in love with anyone, just the feeling.
I think non stop in the fall, even in my sleep which doesn't come easily to me. "

Hard as I ever try I don't think I could ever describe the fall, and it's wonderful effect on my life anywhere near as beautifuly as this ...

I swear each word you write only serves to spark something deep within me ... intoxicating in it's own way, so much so that I can't help but find myself all in a rush of thoughts and emotion to the point where all I can do is sit and daydream, a perfect smile playing across my lips ...

So interresting as well, that sleep is a thing that doesn't necessarily come easily for you either .. not to mention that delicious child-like wonder that we're seemingly meant to have left behind us at some point .. like there were this imaginary line you're meant to have crossed at some point and turned into an *adult*. I know at least for me, there's every chance that if that line did exist somewhere, sometime in my past that I surely never realized it were there ... or perhaps I was off someplace dreaming and letting my mind carry me elsewhere along a different road ... ?

I can't help but admit that I'm quite pleased to find myself upon this road ... inspired in ways I could only hope to one day share with you as I dream of of the curves up ahead, and wonder where they might lead ...


digdug41 49M

10/22/2005 3:48 am

hey there's alot of stuff here you just have to click on the commentors to find other blogs that you just may find interesting...like me lol there are plenty to choose from welcome to blog land its not just a read its an adventure

roaming the cyber streets of blogland


janmecir 53M
158 posts
10/25/2005 6:54 am

Hi there
I know when i'm in transition (which seems to happen all too often) because i start playing the same piece of music: Keith Jarrett's Koln Concert (you might know him, he's outrageous, prodigious, an American re-incarnation of Mozart on LSD) This music marks the change, signifies it, urges the transformation.....to get out of where i am to where i want to be (usually some full-on passion place of erotic entanglement..)
Jan


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