Hard Week  

curious082385 31F
4230 posts
6/9/2006 3:16 am

Last Read:
6/10/2006 5:29 am

Hard Week

Hopes beaten down.
Words unspoken.
Calls unanswered.
Too many good-byes.
Angry.
Lonely.
Proud.
Sentimental.
Drained.
Scared.
Recurring nightmares.
You used to hold me through the night.
Harsh words.
Cruel words.
Why do I defend you?
Rage.
Helpless.
No trust to break this time.
You asked. I tried. I failed.
Can't be the lifeline you seek.
Countdown...June 10th, coming fast.
Please...


I know, I'm venting. But this week has been hell. When it rains, it pours I guess and this storm is unrelenting. This post isn't supposed to make sense. Just an attempt to get some of this out of my head.
I know that it worries you when your IM's go unanswered, when e-mails aren't returned. Please don't be. I'm very busy and dealing with a ton of shit that only a very, very select few know about.
[blog saintlianna], SD and Care...you have been invaluable. I can't thank you enough for the hours that you have spent helping.
I'll be ok...I promise.



elysianpleasure 47M

6/9/2006 3:28 am

Hugs...


Seriously_Real 48M

6/9/2006 3:56 am

yes, baby, you will be okay....And I'm here, too, if you need anything else, like the perspective of half-a-man...

--Seriously


carebearluv2 42F

6/9/2006 4:08 am

you have my number, use it you need to. Really.


Djeeper1987 47M

6/9/2006 4:54 am

Blogging is a great way to vent and let go. Better then taking it out on someone personally.
Hope you have a better weekend.

Carpe Diem


GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
6/9/2006 4:56 am


~ hugz ~

message received, loud and clear, no worriez


toothysmile 50M
16515 posts
6/9/2006 7:18 am



It's been a long time comin'
It's goin' to be a long time gone.
But you know,
The darkest hour is always
Always just before the dawn.
And it appears to be a long, appears to be a long,
Appears to be a long
Time before the dawn.


long time gone
crosby, stills & nash

be patient.
your smile will soon shine on your face.



seek_u_topia 51M

6/9/2006 8:39 am

hang in there and stay stong sweetie. sometimes chaos and negativity have to be released, but it's also a good time to clean house. thinking of you and sending you good vibes


micahbiguns 51M

6/9/2006 9:50 am

    Quoting seek_u_topia:
    hang in there and stay stong sweetie. sometimes chaos and negativity have to be released, but it's also a good time to clean house. thinking of you and sending you good vibes
Ditto


marywannado 43F

6/9/2006 10:11 am

Oohhh, I'm sorry,, sending hugs your way,, it's good to get stuff out sometimes...


rm_gerson42 52M
2419 posts
6/9/2006 5:00 pm

Been through a few cycles myself. Ride it out. Sending thoughts.
ger


Choozmi 50M

6/9/2006 6:16 pm


curious082385 31F
4925 posts
6/10/2006 5:29 am

Thank you every one.
For the comments, the e-mails and the phone messages.
I'll be ok, I promise.
This too shall pass....


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