curious082385 31F
4230 posts
11/10/2005 2:23 am

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4/20/2006 1:08 am


This post is in regards to a previous one...My Secret Darkness.

I have debated taking that post down, but have refrained from doing so at the request of a friend. That post was written for my own personal reasons, because I needed to, however, in retrospect perhaps I was wrong to place something so personal to me into Blogland. I shouldn't have to explain it, but for the sake of one friend I will give a little insight.

As I said in my comment, the only thing that was fictional about that story was the setting. The event that inspired it was simply too personal to write in all detail here. Most of the people who read it did not hear the vein of truth to it, thought it to be fiction and commented accordingly. One woman, PK, is a very close friend and she already knew the truth. When she read the comments made by those who thought my story to be an intriguing work of fiction, it angered her. She responded as any friend would...with protectiveness.

To those who were hurt or angered by what she said, I simply want you to see where she is coming from. Of course, your opinions are your own and I do not seek to change them...only to give you another perspective.

nightstalker172 36M
1258 posts
11/10/2005 8:11 am

Im sorry for my behavor I should not have gotten into an argument on someone elses blog for that I apologize. I wasnt angery I was just trying to exsplain that people shouldnt make snap judgments when they dont understand the whole piont of view. I understand where she is comeing from and thats what any good friend would do. I really hope she doesnt hate me. You are right I had no idea that this was a true story. I thought it to be fiction. If that was something that has happend to you or someone you know then Im deeply sorry it happend.


curious082385 31F
4925 posts
11/10/2005 1:04 pm

No sorries needed, my dear. I know where both of you were coming from and I understood each of your reactions. Hugs...it's ok.

rm_sharksnsails 46M
738 posts
11/10/2005 4:11 pm

I read it and worried for you, but I believe that everything here in blog land serves a purpose (it reaches out to someone who may not have the courage to write that stuff but feels less alone once they have read it) also there is strength in it. We the sad and troubled masses take comfort in each other. And it is good.
or something like that.
maybe you can go back and find the person who did that to you and do something bad to them. Maybe you can't. Maybe you won't for whatever reason. If you decide to do something horrible to them. It is ok. Not great, just ok.
be well.

Efilnikufecin69 47M

11/16/2005 12:00 am

Your pain has been felt, and it runs deep within you. Do not let it eat you alive!

jim5131 55M
1296 posts
11/21/2005 10:53 pm

...all good posts.

Curious...you have a good friend in PK.

The bloggers that have posted comments on this site are a wide spectrum of personalities and they all have you in common. I think I can speak for all of us in the thing about you that brings us back time and time again: your innocence.

The Secret Darkness post was a desperate mood captured by a fearful glimmer of what we thought might be true.

That thought of you...caught up in that...never detracted from your innocence. Rather, it gave us more insight into your strength. If you endured this and still retained your innocence, we are more impressed by your character.

You ae such a sweetheart...

onelittlesecret 33M
1579 posts
4/18/2006 2:46 am

the depth of emotion in that piece was somewhat shocking, and I wondered where it had come from...

*hugs* for you Curious

curious082385 replies on 4/20/2006 1:09 am:
Thank you

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