CAUTION: Waaay too much honesty ahead....  

curious082385 31F
4230 posts
11/8/2005 2:52 am

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CAUTION: Waaay too much honesty ahead....

There are a few of you who have been asking me some rather pointed and personal questions over the last few know who you are. And, as I always do, once you ask me a question my mind keeps turning on all the other answers I could have given. This one is kind of long, so feel free to skip around...I understand if you don't read it all. So here they are, the best of your questions and all my answers.

What does the word commitment mean to you?
It means to give your word on something, no matter how big or small, and do everything in your power, give everything, to make sure that promise is kept. It means never giving someone reason to doubt that promise, because they would know that the only way it would ever be broken would be by something beyond your control.

What are your likes and dislikes? In everything...
Likes: (in no particular order)
HUGS, babies, butterflies, long walks in the rain, the beach, puppies, falling asleep in the arms of someone who loves me, soft slow kisses, kisses that leave you breathless with passion and shaking with desire, cuddling, good music, poems, getting flowers for no reason, playing silly games, the joy on a childs face when they realize they understand what you've been teaching them, good food, laughing until I cry, carrot cake, being with my family, fuzzy PJ pants, rising to and overcoming challenges, overwhelming passion and desire in the middle of the night, a man with well-defined shoulders (my weakness), singing in my car, playing with my dog, traveling, dreaming, reading, dressing up and feeling pretty, getting dirty having fun, bubble baths, chocolate, Christmas, good conversation, just being with people I enjoy

self-loathing, rejection, people who hurt children and animals, close-mindedness, selfishness, betrayal, bad coffee, pouring a cup of milk only to take a big drink and realize it's spoiled (that's the worst!), stubbing my toes, liars, self-doubt, hitting an animal with my car, speeding tickets, saying good bye, seeing someone I care about in pain, japanese food, sushi, being made a fool of, bikini waxes, disappointment

What are you afrad of?
Spiders, deep water, underwater trees, never being loved, never finding someone who will know me inside and out, drowning in an enclosed space (you know when you would be trapped against the roof and feeling the water rise up your face...shudder), never being good enough

Are you ticklish?
Oh yes, tickle me and I scream...I mean it...shriek at the top of my lungs. I kick to, so be warned.

What were you thinking the moment you took the photo on your profile?
The story of that picture...that was taken by a photographer friend who specializes in nude, fine art pictures. Although he was a friend and I was comfortable with him, I didn't know the two other men who were with him as assistants. John been wanting to do a series of photos that illustrated the power of being a woman...womans chanting on the CD player in the background. There was magic in that room...I became something more than just me, just one woman...but the embodiment of all that it meant to be a woman. There was a fire and a power in the eyes of everyone in that room. When that picture was taken, there was no conscious thought in my head, only the feeling of femininity, power, grace and feeling more beautiful than I ever have.

What is your favorite quote?
Amor, lux, veritas - such is the way to the stars.

nightstalker172 36M
1258 posts
11/8/2005 8:08 am

You seem like such a soft hearted and kind person. Its a shame you arent closer Id love to meet you but oh well. I never quite understood why so many people fear spiders. I mean sure it hurts to get bit but they are pretty harmless (except them black widows) Besides any bug that eats mosquitos is a friend of mine . I really like your photo too. Its not vulgar like some pics Ive seen on here. Its very classy and I think it shows your warm gentle personality. What about that pic you put for this post? Is that you also? Just WOW you are beautiful. I can see why you were chosen to be the embodiment of a woman. Anyway I think I will place my jaw back up where it belongs . Thank you for shareing I read every bit

curious082385 31F
4925 posts
11/8/2005 12:24 pm

nightstalker - first never fail to make me smile! I don't know why I'm afraid of spiders either...just know that I am...too many eyes, I guess (shudder). As to your comments on my picture... ...thank you. Sorry, the pic on this post isn't's another friend of mine who was a part of that project too. I would have used one of mine but I liked the honesty and serenity on her seemed appropriate.

634694u 46M

11/8/2005 8:36 pm

Everyday knowing you is far more special than the last.

Efilnikufecin69 47M

11/15/2005 11:28 pm

Thanks for that post, it helps to answer alot of questions i may have had!

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