Ups and downs of being loyal  

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7/14/2005 11:05 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Ups and downs of being loyal

The ups and downs of a relationship suck because as long as your on top you are wanted by all women and once you are on the outs you are on the outs. Is it the way you present yourself when you are in a relationship. Meaning you seem to be more secure less neady in a way that all females show some sort of interest. Or is it when you are over a relationship it upsets guys in a way they reavaluate there selves so that you come accross as unsure of yourself cast this all around you. Thertefore when a womaen do'es it she is almost heartless and doesnt afect her because dont look at women the same as women look at men. A women just has to say hi to a guy and he thinks she want's to fuck him so he throws his way at the lady giving her that sence of being back which put's her in a mode of being wanted but in the mean time the male is wodering what he did wrong when it went wrong and wondering if he should have cared more for her needs. Then before he can figure out that he was just with a selfish bitch the female has already been out who knows how many times sampled who knows how many cocks and has built this wall even stronger then before. The male then moves a little more caustuos which causes his first couple dates to go bad because he is not coming accross as a as a fun guy because he is trying not to blow it so the female unless she hasn't dated for awhile thinks he is boring.. This is fucked up, When I was fucking everybody in town and cared very little about anyone women and always as a rule would never hardly ever do the same female twice I had the upper advantage. i couldn't miss. I would get it as much as 3 times in one day by different females I mean strangers. Why becuase i didn't care, I didn't care if they came with me or not i was on the move and they knew if they didn't jump quick if it wasn't them it would be someone else. so now for the first time in a long time I sit here fuckin sad as hell in love like you can't even began to know more now that she is gone probably then when she was here. The worst part is wondering who she is fucking now that can drive you fucking nut's . Exspecially when you think of how nasty she was with you. I can't believe this is eatin me up the guy who didn't feel before I just wanna puke i don't feel like chaseing other women it seems like to much work, Is it age? I know in my mind It will pass but I still am not seeing any signs of it passing. at times it is worse. I dont think I will ever be actually totally loyal again always have one on the back burner ive been good so long I dont think i even have anyone to call the ones I can have been over worked so im all most ready to just get a escort I do know one thing once you get the taste of pussy on you the hurt seems to go away quick This selfish bitch I hope she gets the thing she called karma , You know the funny thing is she will come back and I will have to do everything i can to shut her out knowing I just want to fuck her one more time . I can't But today I will be a man. I will start the search not exspecting results if I need it Il buy it. it's cheaper there hand picked and everything you do is ok with them then when your done there gone .. You dont have to talk or go to there moms or talk to there boring ass dad, I got a Idea, I think now Is a good time to venture on my own into the one thing I do know a little about and That is what Il do. I will now devote all my time in surrounding myself in women, i will try and open a escort service tommarro. We will call it TnA4Play Watch for it soon and if you ever pass me or see me or if I even get it off the ground metion reading this I will get you the piece of ass that will put you back on track . Don't trust your women men unless they have children. If they are older you can trust them but Make sure you don't have all your eges in one basket. start now After All , I was the one who got all the pussy even for her, Anyone can get a skank male ...lol


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