II the internal  

cuddleboy69 49M
70 posts
7/25/2005 2:04 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

II the internal

Now I'm feeling completely worried and afraid. I have a pain in my neck and I feel like it might be broken. I think it's the internal abuser.

Starting to even think about confronting a perceived external abuser has lead me to my internal abuser, it's still a shadow of something far away but I feel it there lurking. Demon spaun that cuts me day by day, I bleed but only on the inside. I turn a bit but I still can't see it or even hear it, I only think I can smell it and sense it's presense. I want to turn more to see what's there but I'm afraid too as well.

Confronting the external abuser will help me confront the internal one.

rm_EE407 41F
3903 posts
8/6/2005 2:50 am

Imagine the worst case scenario... and turn to see the rest...

cuddleboy69 49M

8/16/2005 1:28 pm

EE, it's true that I (we all) need to face our demons.

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