Very well alive  

ctwindy 37F
62 posts
2/19/2006 8:22 am

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Very well alive


Been a little bit down lately. For those who followed my posts, you probably know why. I kinda "broke up" with that guy mentioned in the earlier post. Technically it's not a break-up since we were never dating. I just found myself getting more involved that I expected. And to be honest, I don't see any future even if he agreed to be with me (ah... so u guys know he turned me down by now.) So I guess this is probably for the best.

I am actually more upset than sad about the whole situation. That guy, let's just call him Mr. G, sorta implied that I am a slut and stated that he would never date a slut who would do all the things that I've tried with him. Yes, I might have been like a slut trying all those weird, kinky stuffs with him, but I could never imagine that he would use THIS VERY THING as the reason not to be with me. If it weren't for him, i would never have done those stuffs. Mmm... No wonder ppl always tell girls to be more reserved. Because once u put it all out and let guys have it all, they would just ditch you like some used condom.

Ok ok.. I know there are still tons of nice guys out there. But one thing for sure, I would probably never date any cute handsome foreigner in Taiwan. Sorry to say this, but THEY ARE MOSTLY ASSHOLES! I guess I could have been a huge asshole if I am incredibly sexy and know I could get any guy I want. But that's no excuse to do such thing, Mr. G!

tonytiger0929 47M
5 posts
2/19/2006 10:32 am

Sorry to hear that happned... Not that it was a bad thing anyway. I wouldn't sugguest that you give up who you are. There are nice guys out there who love what you call "weird/kinky" sort of stuff. I really doubt the definition of a "slut" is definited by what one enjoys trying in the bedroom.

I suppose the only thing that didn't go right in your experience is that he and you had different takes on this "whatever-ship" you call it.

Cheer up and the sun will come out again soon... We've had enough rain already in Nothern Taiwan.


ajax28003 36M
70 posts
2/19/2006 7:33 pm

so its really getting windy.
any ways mr G kinda said too much.
but you should have said that we did weird, kinky stuffs together.
god know what are those weird, kinky stuffs.
but after all it was together.
there are lots of fishes in the pond
men may come and men may go
but i will go on for ever.
keep the faith i huge cock is waiting for u


6pkgmn9 66M  
238 posts
2/20/2006 1:45 am

Well if you won't date me in Taiwan...then come to the US so that we can have great times together So sorry that you met some kind of a-hole that turned it all against you Would never do that...even though that there are men and WOMEN out there that do...If we do all of those things I hope will never ever hold any against you if things do not work out between us..after all We are consenting adults and adventure is where the fun is and I am not saying that so you may think that I am non-comittal and am just looking for good times and nothing else...I am looking for as much as I may get out of a relationship good times good friends good lovers and more Like I said..sorry you had bad experience but do not let that sour you to the good people that are here for you


ctwindy 37F

2/20/2006 3:20 am

thanks guys. I mean I am all for fun as well, I am not trying to tie him down or anything. It'd be a lot different if he just said, "sorry, but I don't think we match", instead of saying "I would never date a girl who would do xxx, xxx..." FUCK HIM! oh.. well, no one likes the whiner! I'd shut up about this from now on.


searchingtw3 50M

2/20/2006 11:16 pm

Cindy, nice to hear from you again.
send me a message, a friend in Hsinchu, lets talk


rm_joedovenport 42M/34F
136 posts
2/21/2006 9:17 am

Just another loser, Cindy. There's so many here queueing to do kinky stuff with you. No worries girl

(Actually, I am happy to hear about your "breakup". Hey! That's mean now you are available for us )


spartacustoo 46M
342 posts
2/24/2006 9:51 pm

Cindy,
There are many people that are uptight about their sexuality. They have been taught that their desires are dirty or bad or a 'sin'. But you know that your desires are simply fun. As long as you protect yourself, you are fine. We traded some emails before and I'd love to do that again. The pictures you sent had my blood boiling. If you are looking for a friend or someone to just chat with about your feelings, feel free to write again.


rm_hotmen1024 44M
1 post
2/25/2006 9:32 pm

Hmnn.. Even a slut have sensitive feelings and needs respect from others. What more a pretty girl like you! You are what you are..you do what you want..and you deserves to be happy. Don't look back at them! Instead cheer up young lady! They don't deserve you! Just be yourself!


spartacustoo 46M
342 posts
2/27/2006 8:16 pm

Cindy,
Brush him off. He doesn't deserve a woman like you. And truth is he is probably intimidated by you. Most men feel they have to control a woman, so someone who is free thinking and powerful enough to make those decisions to follow her own ideas can intimidate a weaker man. Fugetabout him and move on. peace


ctwindy 37F

2/27/2006 10:54 pm

well.. thanks guys, but i think it's just a lame excuse to reject me. The thing is that he doesn't wanna settle down yet I guess. Doing much better now. Been a little quiet lately. Might be good to pick up what I've left in the last couple weeks.


rm_UTSAman4u1 42M

2/28/2006 8:09 am

Those guys are definitely out there. You shouldn't label them all as foreigners because all men can be like that some point in their life. Women have the same right to their sexuality as men and shouldn't be looked at any differently, but unfortunately today's society works in a different light.
If my woman bent over backwards (pardon the pun )for me sexually, she'd be a HERO in my book, lol. He just seems to be a pretty shallow guy and yes, there are a bunch of us other men out here who would go above and beyond the lady we care for.
Hope everything works out for you and maybe we can catch up sometime!?


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