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rm_cru1972 44M
3520 posts
3/11/2006 9:59 pm

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8/19/2006 12:18 pm

This sucks

I really dislike being insomniatic! There should really be some good drugs, that wont interfere w/ my other meds. But no my heart pills don't even let me take alot of OTC crap!! Now ww/ all the stress w/ ex headaches are back as well as ulcers. Just wish she would leave me alone.
I know it's horrible of me to say that ,but I can't stand her. I want the pregnancy to be done, so I can find out if I am a father or not. Then I'm able to go for full custody, or walk away w/out looking back! I'm not sure if I'm really ready to be a father, but everyone I know says they hope it is me, 'cause they know I'll be great at it.(Dick Benneke)
"Alone in the wilderness" is on again. I can never remember who the guy is but it is the best show. I really hope someday I can go off into the woods and live like that! I was born 100 years too late in my opinion. Oh the life of a mountain man, would be so wonderful even if it was for only a year or two. It's not like I don' have the skills. Being on my own almost all of my life there is not much I can't do by myself. Who says I need a woman.
This sucks sooo much not beng able to get to my cabin. I could risk going, but I'd hate to go back to jail for driving w/out a licsence. So i'll wait till Oct when I get it back. Note to self NEVER NEVER NEVER drink and drive again. Christ I don't hardley drink at all anyway. I really hate being this tired and not being able too sleep.

Quando Omni Flunkus Moritati


HOTNBOTHERED0414 46F

3/12/2006 1:44 am

I know exactly whatcha mean! My mom says I have had insomnia since birth! lol My ex hubby says out of 10 years of marriage, he never seen me sleepin once. And now I am taking b/p meds, I can't take much. So I am up with ya!


rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
3/12/2006 2:01 am

    Quoting HOTNBOTHERED0414:
    I know exactly whatcha mean! My mom says I have had insomnia since birth! lol My ex hubby says out of 10 years of marriage, he never seen me sleepin once. And now I am taking b/p meds, I can't take much. So I am up with ya!
B.P. pills suck lol If they didn't make me feel soooo much better I'd quite takin them.


rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
3/12/2006 2:05 am

    Quoting rm_mzhunyhole:
    I don't sleep good either..thats why I blog and read all these things on here I reckon.Don't care for TV that much.I reckon working shift work 30 years in a steel mill messed up my sleeping.3 or 4 hours is enough for me.
Not familiar with one around you but I'm sure I deal w/ them. I also do shift work, as a steel worker. coincidence?


sassybelle21 32F
13313 posts
3/12/2006 3:34 pm

I have weird sleeping pattern. Dad hates that and scolds me Well lets just hope the baby is yours. If it's somebody else's, it sucks to know that she cheated on you.


rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
3/12/2006 4:32 pm

    Quoting sassybelle21:
    I have weird sleeping pattern. Dad hates that and scolds me Well lets just hope the baby is yours. If it's somebody else's, it sucks to know that she cheated on you.
The only reason I have my doubts is that; She did quite a few times I should have left then!But like I said in a previous entry, I stayed there 4 her kids. (oh silly me when will I ever learn?)


twirly_girl 47F

5/11/2006 9:53 pm

I think I could cure you of your insomnia.


-Nikki


rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
5/13/2006 11:48 am

I think you could too

Or at least we could have a lot of fun tryin )


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