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So after this last relationship I went to a phyciatrist. Who asked me about the whole (experience with my stepmother) Once I told her about that She asked if that was my 1st experience and I told her no. I had been watching porn since I was 10. I consider myself a porn conasour. I was about ten and my stepfather decided to teach me safe sex by having the whole family come into the bathroom while I was bathing and turned on a film projecter with a film of a married couple having sex. Well I got totally embarrased but also developed a interest and craving in porn I've seen it all. This led to me experimenting in almost ever kind of sexual activity you could imagine. But if you were to meat me in everyday life you'd never imagine that the quiet guy in the corner was the kinky one. I really like driving a woman wild with sensation and causing her to have multiple orgasms and or squirt. Whether it's through fantasies or just regular hot steamy sex. However I'm also into kink like hot wax, vegetable oil messages on a plastic sheet, the use of food (like vegetables whipped cream etc.), toys, spanking, fisting anything that the lady I'm with wants
The phsyciatrist said I was a Sex Addict and being a guy I'm like yah so whats the problem
She said it's a addiction and like any other addiction it can complicate things in my everyday life. But I've never let it do that unless the relationship was already bad.
I don't watch porn so much now after 20 years I just don't care to. Been there done that I guess.
But I'd like to have fun with my addiction while I'm single. Might as well make the best of your addictions right?
Atleast until I find someone then I'll be aware of my weaknesses and change them.