The roller coaster of love...  

crazyname67 49M
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12/15/2005 7:16 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The roller coaster of love...

I met someone on AdultFriendFinder that I became very good friends with. We live on opposite ends of the continent and never actually got to meet in person, but we connected so well and so fast! These last few months together have been one of the happiest times in my life. We just clicked on so many levels and I don't know if I've ever met a woman who's made me laugh so much I not sure if you've ever met someone before where you've just gotten to know them for a short time, but it feels like it's been forever. I never really believed much in the thought that somewhere out there, there's someone who's you're soulmate... your perfect other half... but this experience has got me wondering. The only problem for us was that we're both married and I knew that one day it would have to come to an end. We both felt that finding each other could help us fulfil the needs that we were missing in our marriages, but unfortunately last week it all came to an end, when our emails were discovered. This has been an extremely long and painful week for me. I've come from the top to the bottom really fast! I've felt sick to my stomach and gutted on many occassions as I see things that remind me of her. But even though I am sad, I know it's for the best, because going thru this experience helped me learn something about myself. I thought I was coming to this site because I was wanting to find fulfilment for what I was lacking sexually in my marriage, but really I think that if I were to meet up with other people for sex only, that that would just leave me empty and feeling terrible for cheating on my wife, and I don't want to do that. I've come to realize that I'm looking for something that so much more than that, and even though it hurts right I'm looking forward to finding that again.


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