Babe of the Day!!!  

crazyname67 49M
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1/4/2006 6:39 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Babe of the Day!!!

k, today's babe of the day goes out to an extremely special woman! She actually the reason I'm doing babe of the day, as we used to send each other pics of hot women each day. We met on AdultFriendFinder and she to me was like finding that needle in the haystack. I've never met another female in my life that I connected with so well! She had an incredible heart was amazingly beautiful and was a wonderful friend. Seriously I never laughed as much as I have the last few months with her when we'd chat or talk on the phone or when I'd read her emails. She had such a vitality for life and love and I will miss her so. So here's to nipplycanuck. You won't find her on here anymore as she's deleted her profile. She's gone but won't be forgotten.


crazyname67 49M

1/9/2006 12:15 am

NC... were you feeling lonely cause no one was commenting on your post? I'm sorry, they must all feel threatened cause you're so f'in hot! LMFAO! Damn I miss you.


crazyname67 49M

1/9/2006 11:22 am

1 month today... I really wish I could talk to you.

PS. Happy 30th Birthday... I hope you have a wonderful time in the Bahamas!


crazyname67 49M

1/11/2006 2:48 pm

Sheeesh! You don't know how much I miss you. Hope you're doing well. Wish I could tell you what's happening in my life.


crazyname67 49M

1/12/2006 9:04 pm

I almost called you today, but I was good and resisted. LOL. I was just missing you too much. Aren't you proud of me? I haven't tried to contact you once. Hope everything's going good for you guys. Be good, k?


crazyname67 49M

1/14/2006 4:07 pm

Today I went for a walk down the trail thru the forest at my work just so I could spend some time remembering how I used to walk thru there when we'd talk on my cell together. Right now I'm listening to one of my favorite songs that I like to put on when I want to think about you. I can hardly read what I'm writing right now because the tears are welling up in my eyes. I miss you so much. You were one of the best things that ever happened to me. Even though we spent such a short time together, I really do feel like I've known you for years and am grateful for every moment. I made you a CD of all our favorite songs and all the songs that I listen to when I think of you. I was going to send it to you for your birthday, along with a couple of other things that I found that made me think of you. But I know that I shouldn't. Things are really tough right now and I miss you more than ever. Wish I could tell you about it.


crazyname67 49M

1/14/2006 10:39 pm

Hey NC, I just was thinking today how glad I am that I found you here. Even though I know we can never be together, it was worth every minute of time that I've put into looking on this site over the last 9 months. Before I met you I was thinking that maybe I was just a non-monogamous spirit caught in a monogamous relationship. I was looking for fulfilment in wanting to have multiple partners but down deep I knew that really would just leave me empty and hurting my wife. When I found you I realized that what I was really craving was connection, passion and freedom. In you I found a friend who allowed me to really be myself. Every time I'd write you for the first few weeks, I'd worry that you'd take something I said wrong, or read into things, but you never did once, and with each reply I felt like I could share so much more with you and I'd never experienced that before in a friendship with a woman. Most women that I know are so uptight and inhibited and are so insecure in themselves that they read into everything you say. It makes you not want to say what you're truly thinking because you don't want to hurt their feelings or have unnecessary arguments. But you were so not like that and it was so much fun to talk with you. Anyways, thanx again for everything. I'm hoping someday that you'll come back here again to see these. I would really like to contact you again but I don't want to do anything to jeoporadize things for you, so I think it's just better to put that chapter of our lives behind us and move on. At least for me you've helped me discover what I'm really looking for, and for that I'm truly greatful. I hope you have an awesome life and that you have a wonderful marriage. I really am very happy for you! I never did get to say goodbye to you. But now I will. Goodbye channyb. I will love you always.


crazyname67 49M

1/16/2006 5:58 pm

k, you'll be proud of me. Because today I decided that I'm moving on with my life. I had a month of mourning and now I'm back on track. LOL. My first priority is to work on my marriage, (I went to see a marriage counselor today) cause I did learn so much from our relationship and now I know what I need to do. If we can work things out that will be great! But if not, then at least we can both move on and I really hope we still can be good friends as I do love her a lot! Anyways thanx again for everything... you were an awesome friend and I just want to wish you the best!!


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