Sexual adventure or abuse!  

corky092 55M
10 posts
7/5/2005 12:31 pm

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Sexual adventure or abuse!

Since i joined this site I have read quite a few other bloggs which I have enjoyed both the reading and having the opportunity to comment on what the person has written. Since my school days I had an experience with one of my teachers while on a package holiday which I had pushed to the back of my mind but now feel the need to share it with whoever can be bothered to read it.
I was 15 at the time and like most 15 year old's was enjoying becoming sexually active when ever the opportunity arose.(which was never often enough! some things don't change)

The holiday in question was two weeks camping in Spain journeying there and back by coach. I was on my own with a party of other school kids (not my school)the family who own the coach company and one of my teachers who was also one of the drivers. I was treated my the teacher in question as a mate and taken out drinking and ended up in some pretty wild places for a raw 15 year old. He was a foreign teacher who spoke Spanish, French, German along with several Scandinavian languages as well as perfect English. I thought he was a pretty cool guy.

Rather than stop in a tent he thought it would be a good idea to sleep on the coach, seemed like a good idea to me so I agreed. After a night out visting lots of bars and drinking far too much we ended up back on the coach. For me sleeping came easily so I dropped off quickly. How long I was asleep I couldn't say, but I awoke with a massive hard-on, not only was my ready for action but it was caressed and stroked in an expertly fashion, not the rough bashing of a 15 year old girl but the touch of someone who knows how to treat a cock! At this point I just coming awake and was overwhelmed by the simulation. But slowly it began to dawn on me where I was along with the realization of who I was with! the expert wanker was none other than my school teacher. I would be lying if I said I was tempted to wait till I climaxed pretending to still be asleep, but I was also horrified that an other man was playing with my manhood. I pushed him away roughly and tried to move to a different part of the coach but grabbed me and started to apologize and make excuses for his behavior. I said it was ok and moved to a different part of the coach. We never spoke of it again and until writing this I have never told anyone.

What do you think? was I abused or is it just a part of sexual development. If it had of been a women I would have enjoyed it to the full and boasted to all my friends about it.
I feel better having now written it down, thanks.

redmustang91 57M  
8605 posts
7/5/2005 1:50 pm

That was sexual abuse by an older man in a position of trust and authority. The ancient Greeks approved of this behavior and modern American society does not and punishes such offenses with many years of prison and label of mentally disordered sex offender. Pedophiles are unaccepted in many cultures and accepted in some Asian societies. Does not sound like it turned you off sex and enjoying women! Incidental homosexual acts do not a homosexual make. Glad you can now think and deal with it.

itsallfun1957 59M

7/5/2005 3:41 pm

I agree with "redmustang91". Hopefully your post was somewhat cathartic. If not and you are still bothered by the experience, talk with a professional that can guide you to help yourself. Good luck.>>>itsallfun1957

rm_hornygirl702 30F
1 post
7/7/2005 8:45 pm

I think that was abuse because he came and started touching you while you were sleeping. He was an adult and you were a child. You were sleeping and he was up sneaking around in the night. Since you never told, he could have been doing the same things to other children who were afraid to tell. I really think that was abuse because you weren't a consenting adult. Although i am kind of happy for you since you feel better about finally telling. Good for you! it's cool you are getting opinions from other people, but you should still talk to someone who has a degree in giving advice.

corky092 55M

7/8/2005 4:40 pm

Thanks for your comments. I think i was abused, but i have dealt with it and moved on. I shall share some more adventures with my fellow bloggers at a later date. Thanks you all!

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