I don't know .. I really don't  

complexlysimple 34M
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6/24/2006 12:06 pm

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I don't know .. I really don't


Right now that's all that's going through my head.

I just don't know.

I don't know what my problem is/are.

I don't know how to show someone I care.

I don't know if I should pay compliments or if they will be recieved as insults.

I don't know where my life is going, and I'm not entirely sure that I know where it's been.

I don't know if I will wake up tomorrow ...of if I really even want to.

I don't know why I should try.

I don't know why I should care.

I really just don't know...

About the only thing I do know is I have to work with what I have in an attempt to make things work...

why? I don't know.

DIVISION77 39M  
8321 posts
6/24/2006 5:23 pm

We all come to a point where we really don't know, then pick up an go back to what worked for us prior.

It's natural to have these periods of reflection and doubt.

That's part of the game, bro.

DIV

"My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death." -Tupac Shakur


complexlysimple replies on 6/25/2006 5:33 am:
yeah, and sometimes what's worked in the past just won't work in the future... but I think I've got something to follow

BaronessK 52F

6/25/2006 1:14 am

You do know...you just don't know if those things are 'right', 'enough', or whatever. Who got you convinced that you had to 'know', anyway? Life is an 'adventure'...which means not knowing a hundred percent {or even at all, in some cases}. You also don't only have what you have to work at whatever it is; there are friends, and acquaintances, loved ones, buddies...hell, chance comments or articles that lead the way to a new path of thought{s}.... Sometimes the question is 'Why?' and the answer is "Because." or "Why not?".


complexlysimple replies on 6/25/2006 5:32 am:
..so why is it that you keep finding me interesting? seem that you have many of the same philosophies I do

BaronessK 52F

6/25/2006 1:30 pm

That would mean, on some levels in some ways, I was getting confirmation from your very existence that I am not as screwed up as a football bat?! {The hairiness don't 'hurt', either! } You are interesting because you are a 'force of nature', and 'it' is out there in the forefront of your thoughts, and in your life -- so regardless of same philosophies, there is still your own personal views of it all {Life and all the Rest}.


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