A tale you already know  

complexlysimple 34M
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6/17/2006 11:05 am

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A tale you already know


This has been coursing through my head for the last 15 minutes or so ...

I can't help but wonder why some are fascinated by the reality I weave here... it's one you all already know .. you just don't know you know it, because the "words" aren't there ..the things I weave are just those that people learn without realizing it as they age...

So me saying them again, or for the first time seems almost pointless ..yes, what I say may be interesting but you don't need to know you know it ... for all it is is living and that is something even a child knows how to do ...but perhaps as adults we forget....

And as I type this I am scared, why? I don't know, perhaps just because I choose to be ... I am afraid of being too overwhelming and scaring away a woman I've come to care a great deal about and want to be with ...which is rather foolish because she is free to do as she wishes, whether it's coming to me or leaving ....and this a reason why I care...

But I suppose that is what life is

Like a phoenix our souls .. the very core of who we are... can completley die and be reborn ...in the time it takes for a thought to pop into existance and be replaced forever changing who we are....

I feel so lonely and so surrounded by people who care at the same time it's both funny and painful...

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
6/17/2006 3:34 pm


they say there are two kinds of choicez: those of love and those of fear....

life is that stuff that happenz while you were making other planz....


complexlysimple replies on 6/18/2006 7:25 pm:
very very true ... so many things happen all at once it's nearly impossible to keep track of it all .. even in each of our own lives ..so determing fear from love can be tricky at times though I suppose depending on how you look at it both can be used to justify the same course of action ... ..so that means choicing to feel fear or love when making those choices ...rather beautiful in away

BaronessK 52F

6/18/2006 1:27 am

Because you state it from a different view and/or a different way than I do; doesn't matter that I already know it. It's like 'confirmation' for me that others think some of the same things in the same way, basically.

You have to be true to youself, who and how you are; she will accept that. Don't hide what you are, because it is what you are; and she will love you for you, 'it', and all the rest....


complexlysimple replies on 6/18/2006 7:19 pm:
yeah, confirmations can be a good thing ..usually ...I'm still not sure we both aren't loony ... well either that or others are ...maybe both

BaronessK 52F

6/21/2006 1:30 am

I am "textbook normal"...according to 2 shrinks {mine and my shrink's shrink}...although both of them did retire awfully early in their careers...hmmmm.... {And, yes, I do know there should be 'no such creature' as textbook normal, because by the very term it's a conglomeration and merging etcetera of all different 'normal' things that are not in all people, not in whole...and when I mentioned that to my shrink, his eyes crossed....}. Eh....


complexlysimple replies on 6/21/2006 4:13 pm:
naw there's normal ...I just have to get mathmatical and talk about bell curves and averaging ans statistics and all that other fun stuff to describe it ... now normal to what is the question ... I might be a normal 60 year old ...except I'm not 60

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